I am looking for a long (but not epic I think) in which Jim is the only human crew member on a Vulcan starship.
Sarek is the Captain and I think that Spock works in the scientific department, but I am not sure. Sarek warns multiples times Spock of the risk of involving himself with a human.
Jim is ostracized because of his humanity, which is seen as obscene and decadent
. His emotional emissions are alluring, and Jim himself is so fascinating, so exotic. Spock is intrigued instead of repulsed but he holds himself in check. I think Jim initiates contact by sitting down to eat with him but I am not really sure either.
Then there is the most amazing pon'farr scene I have ever read. (The fic isn't about pon'farr, it's a slow build love story.) I clearly remember that Spock calls Jim his little temptress, and his perfect fucktoy and is clearly fascinated by his humanity, by the mere fact that he is human and acts human. Everything is glorious to him - Jim's baby blue eyes, his smile, his hair, his skin, his intelligence (because humans are not as smart are Vulcans but Jim is), his ears, etc... It's gorgeous.
I hope someone knows this fic, because it's really amazing and it deserves to be well-known!FOUND:
by yeaka. Thank sforthewicked