karlee posting in startrekficfinder
I'm trying to find this one fic again where it's a Spock/McCoy one and Spock is avoiding McCoy because he's afraid of getting attached to him and hurting him. I don't remember a lot but I remember Spock turning on McCoy and demonstrating what he would do to him in Pon Farr in an attempt to scare McCoy away, spoiler alert doesn't work lmao. I also remember the line 'he felt her love through the bond until the last moment' in reference to McCoy speaking to Spock's father about how Vulcan/human traditions and bonds actually work. help!