[identity profile] pfyre.livejournal.com
I recall reading this fic shortly after Star Trek Beyond premiered. My google-fu has failed me. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Read more... )

Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] judybrowneyes54.

The story is:

Holding Pattern by Shoreleave
[identity profile] karlee
I'm trying to find this one fic again where it's a Spock/McCoy one and Spock is avoiding McCoy because he's afraid of getting attached to him and hurting him. I don't remember a lot but I remember Spock turning on McCoy and demonstrating what he would do to him in Pon Farr in an attempt to scare McCoy away, spoiler alert doesn't work lmao. I also remember the line 'he felt her love through the bond until the last moment' in reference to McCoy speaking to Spock's father about how Vulcan/human traditions and bonds actually work. help!
[identity profile] hannelore-grace.livejournal.com
I'm looking for a fic which I fear may have been deleted :(

It was a long fic detailing Spock dealing with the emotional and telepathic ramifications of the destruction of Vulcan. It was a long fic WIP that (to my knowledge) was last updated in December or January. It was posted on A03. Here's what I remember:

  • Spock begins having panic attacks whenever he's too far away from the Enterprise because he's basically replaced the bonds of Vulcan with bonds to the crew

  • At one point he and Jim are sparring, and he becomes aroused. He doesn't know what it is; Jim basically ends up having to give him a mini-crash course in Sex Ed. Spock ends up throwing up in the shower.

  • Spock and Jim are sort of bonded? As in, any time Spock tries distancing himself from Jim, he suffers. This eventually leads to a meltdown in a turbolift, and when Jim comes to help he strokes a gland on the back of Spock's neck that turns Spock to goo.

  • Spock enters pon farr. Jim locks them both in quarantine and lets Spock fuck him. Afterward, Jim is upset because he feels like he raped Spock, given that Spock wasn't capable of consent. Spock, meanwhile, is emotionally distressed because it feels like Jim is rejecting him.

And I believe that was the last chapter posted. If anyone has a link to this fic, I would adore you for forever. I cannot say how many times I've re-read it; I'll be heartbroken if it's gone for good. :(

Fic found here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/912684/chapters/1768915

"Not an Island" by Fourleggedfish
[identity profile] judybrowneyes54.livejournal.com
Does anyone know where I could find some of peppermint_wow fiction. She seems to have purged her LJ and AO3 fiction. Such a shame, her fiction was excellent. I have one of her fics “Nine Times Things Got Steamy on the Holodeck, and One Time It Didn't” but I'd love to get hold of some of her other stories.

Any help would be appreciated. Thank you.
[identity profile] crmscngiggling.livejournal.com
So I read this fic a while ago (on AO3 probs). Spock was with Uhura and then he was with Kirk (idk if it was an affair or they broke up or something) but then Kirk was pregnant and Spock with like the full backing of the Vulcan High Council puts Kirk in a facility until he gives birth and then plans to raise the baby with Uhura. Spock Prime rescues Jim and they live with the baby on some backwater planet basically fugitives. Eventually Kirk comes back and Spock is less of a dick but I can't find this fic anywhere!!
[identity profile] judybrowneyes54.livejournal.com
I'm looking for a fic where Jim, Bones and Spock are together. Bones gets very sick, dying even, i don't remember what happened to him, but Jim can't deal with watching him die and freaks out and even stops visiting Bones. Spock is the one who visits and takes care of Bones. Slowly he starts getting better (don't remember how) Christine makes it her mission to get him completely well and pushes Bones with his rehab, gets him past his depression,and his wanting to give up; she's awesome! Bones slowly starts to improve but Jim can't and won't face Bones or Spock either. I think at the end Bones seeks out Jim to confront him.

Any help in finding this would be greatlybappreciated. Thank you in advance.
[identity profile] jadedragon341.livejournal.com
In this fic, Bones discovers he has some sort of terminal illness modern medicine still cannot cure. Jim is understandably upset, and Spock starts looking for a cure. Jim becomes increasingly touchy/angry/pushes people away/I don't remember exactly, and Spock spends all his time looking for a cure. Eventually they have a fight/breakup, Spock finds the cure, saves Bones, and Jim realizes this is what he was working on all along. This fic has a happy ending, please help me find mine!
[identity profile] judybrowneyes54.livejournal.com
I'm looking for an older fic with Spock Prime and AOS Jim. It's sort of a creepy fic as I recall. Spock Prime and Jim are together and supposedly very happy, but then Jim begins to suspect something is very wrong. I think Spock Prime does something really evil, but I can't remember what. All I remember is the very last bit, it's Jim with a phaser in his hand aimed at Spock Prime asking him in a horrified whisper, "what did you do?"

I hope someone remembers this one, because it was very intense and well written and I'd like to reread it very badly.
Thanks in advance.
[identity profile] kiso22.livejournal.com
Hi All,

I'm looking for a fic I've read quite a long time ago. It went like this:

Jim thought that he and Spock were really good friends and was happy that they were getting closer and closer. While Spock, and indeed the whole Enteprise, thought that they were in a relationship. (Pretty much a cultural misunderstanding.) On the day Spock moved in with Jim - and Jim was even oblivious to this, even though the crew kept congratulating him and there was a plant involved (?), he accepted a proposal in a bar from some pretty face. Spock was devastated and the whole crew got incredibly defensive on his behalf and pretty much attacked (not literally) Jim. He finally realized what was going on and how blind he was and went about fixing things with Spock. I think the fic was on ksarchive, but I cannot seem to find it.

Does this ring any bells?
[identity profile] martyfan.livejournal.com
I've tried finding this on AO3 again but none of the keywords are getting me what I want. I think it's mostly from Kirk's POV, he's unresponsive after a mission gone wrong and everyone thinks he's in a coma but he "wakes up" every so often and can hear everything. There's some jerk in the captain's chair who demands he be moved out of sickbay because he's not getting better and he's taking up valuable bed space, so McCoy moves Kirk to his own quarters. After six months or so, Kirk recovers and goes up to the bridge and punches the jerk in the face.

Hurt Jim

Jan. 9th, 2017 08:51 pm
[identity profile] cherryred07.livejournal.com
Im looking for a fic where Jim went somewhere cold (a place provided by Pike, if im correct) after a break up with Spock.
Please and thank you.
[identity profile] dreamwind83.livejournal.com
So I am looking for an older Spock/Kirk fic. I can't remember all of it, btu I do remember that it had a scene where Spock was riding Kirk and he bounced on Kirk hard enough to break Kirk's hip while he was still inside Spock and they had to summon Bones for help while still joined together.

Does anyone remember that one?
[identity profile] kyutekyu.livejournal.com
I swear i bookmarked it but now i cant find it.. :(
It's one shot set after vulcan destruction.. I think there may be camp set for vulcans.. but the main point was Jim telling Spock a story that how so many species were destroyed by humans but they saved turtles! that they were symbol of who survived..
I'm not sure but i think i've read this on ksarchive.. Will be really thankful for help!
[identity profile] confuzed.livejournal.com
This is so vague I doubt anyone can help. I have been googling and scouring for several hours. I remember the story was Kirk/Spock. I believe it was a Tarsus IV fic.Jim was having some issue and Spock went to meld with him to calm him. He encountered a memory of Jim and Bones being intimate. And was most jealous. My memory is horrid and that is all that is standing out. My phone updated and somehow all pages were closed and history was cleared so I could not save it. If this is even remotely familiar to anyone I will be a happy lady and appreciate any help!
[identity profile] fiverly.livejournal.com
...a fic. I think it's a 5+1, featuring Kirk surprising his crew. I don't remember much but wasted to read it again... I remember that there is a scene after an away mission when Kirk blacks out due to not eating. It's because his alarm watch didn't go off reminding him to eat. Since Tarsus he always needed an alarm to eat something else he forgot.
[identity profile] chipoffoldsoul.livejournal.com
I'm trying to find this one specific fic. In it, Kirk makes McCoy and Spock promise that if he's ever injured past the point of recovery or anything like that, they'll both let him go and move on with their lives. As luck would have it, several months later, Kirk is captured and, when he is found, is no longer himself. In fact, he's no longer quite anyone. He's alive, but even after he is conscious, he is practically unresponsive. When Spock attempts a mind meld, he finds that Kirk's mind is completely empty--not even a personality remains. This should be the part where McCoy and Spock honor their promise and all, but while McCoy does try, Spock is too stubborn to let his best friend go and instead steals Jim, trying in vain to heal him. Nothing works until Spock, finally, stops trying and then Jim starts to come back.
Sorry, this is getting long. There's a lot more and I remember a lot of details--Jim sees auras and thinks of Spock as his "shining one", the people who origninally tortured him are trying to get him back/kill him again, when Kirk comes back to himself, he has no compassion or love because Jim controls those. I could go on, sorry. Anyways, if anyone knows where this might be, please, please let me know. I'm going crazy over here. Thanks!
[identity profile] sweetchicka-dee.livejournal.com
Hey :-)

So I've been looking for a fic I read a long while ago now. It's a Kirk/Spock/McCoy pon farr fic. There are loads of them out there, but there's a specific one I'd like to find. If I remember correctly in this one Kirk, Spock and McCoy are stranded somewhere together when Spock goes into pon farr. McCoy and Kirk decide to take care of it, of course, and Spock bonds with them both. There's a nice follow up fic a few years down the line, when they're an established threesome and Spock goes into his second pon farr.

Does this ring a bell for anyone?
Thanks! X
[identity profile] bloods-a-rover.livejournal.com

I'm looking for an older fic - I remember reading it (online) when the Kelvin verse was just a twinkle in Abram's eyes. It was told primarily from Spock's point of view.

Kirk and Spock are on some kind of diplomatic mission on an alien planet, where the inhabitants are telepathic. Spock loves Kirk but doesn't want anyone to know it (especially Kirk!), and spends the whole time trying hard to shield his mind. One of the inhabitants, a male, is sweet on Kirk.

There's a climactic scene where Spock finally gives up trying to shield his love at the same time that the male inhabitant tries to meld with Kirk without his permission, which injures Kirk mentally and finally brings about Spock's confession and they're coming together (cuz of course Kirk secretly loved him the whole time).

Sorry, I can't think of the title or the author!
[identity profile] mekina.livejournal.com
Hey friends! Creeping in here with a request. I've read all of littlebirdtold's fics on AO3 and I adore them, and I know they had a lot more fics that didn't make it on to AO3. Two I know of by name that I would like to read are Animus and A Friend In Need Is A Friend Indeed. Does anyone have copies saved anywhere of any/all of their fics that aren't on AO3 that they could share with me via email?
[identity profile] vikingatjej.livejournal.com
Hi there,
I've seen many pre-Surak Jim-as-slave/prostitute fics but I can't find this one. Sarek visits a brothel to buy a prostitute for Spock to lighten up his mood. He actually tries out Jim (who is well-trained and willing) and presents him to Spock who ignors him at first. The only bit I know more than that is Jim helping Sarek with his PonFarr. Oh, and that Spock thinks he has a deformity because he has Human genitals. Any ideas??


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