Star Trek searching for a Fic

Hello :)
Im looking for a Star Trek Fic where Bones and Spock are in a relationship. Jim is hurt but doesnt want to be because he is happy for his friends. Then they are on a new planet and the people there have a festival of some sort where every member if the landing crew gets dressed in 3 different colours that represent who they are (like Guide, Protector?).At some point Jim takes a walk and hurts his feet. Later he is in a relatioship with Bones and spock who gave him some sort of necklace in gold (i think bones got one in silver) .

It would be wonderful if someone would recognize wich one this is. Thanks

Someone Help Meeeeeeee....

So, I've been trying to find this fanfic for a while now. What I remember:

- 2009 Star Trek fanfic
- Kirk has scars from Tarsus.
- He doesn't want to go home, and leaves the ship.
- He fights on a prison planet, managing to beat an alien that was hard for humans to beat single-handedly. He also wins a male Orion slave at some point but gives him to one of the guardians of said planet?
- He leaves the planet, and lands on another and becomes one of their leaders. He brings peace to the warring tribes by killing a high ranking official.
- Something happens and he's picked up by starfleet and gets his scars removed.
- CEO of a company that makes wheat? so the Tarsus massacre doesn't happen again
- among a whole bunch of other stuff but...

Does this ring a bell for anyone? Heeeeeelp...

FOUND! ST B - fanfic?

I recall reading this fic shortly after Star Trek Beyond premiered. My google-fu has failed me. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Read more... )

Many thanks to [ profile] judybrowneyes54.

The story is:

Holding Pattern by Shoreleave

Looking for specific fic? FOUND

Hey, I remember reading this fic maybe three years ago now about a new crew member or Kirk's friend or something along those lines essentially sexually harrassing Spock? I don't remember it too well so apologies on the shoddy details. I think it was probably spirk but idrk. Many thanks!

FOUND: Spock coping with telepathic aftermath of Star Trek (2009)

I'm looking for a fic which I fear may have been deleted :(

It was a long fic detailing Spock dealing with the emotional and telepathic ramifications of the destruction of Vulcan. It was a long fic WIP that (to my knowledge) was last updated in December or January. It was posted on A03. Here's what I remember:

  • Spock begins having panic attacks whenever he's too far away from the Enterprise because he's basically replaced the bonds of Vulcan with bonds to the crew

  • At one point he and Jim are sparring, and he becomes aroused. He doesn't know what it is; Jim basically ends up having to give him a mini-crash course in Sex Ed. Spock ends up throwing up in the shower.

  • Spock and Jim are sort of bonded? As in, any time Spock tries distancing himself from Jim, he suffers. This eventually leads to a meltdown in a turbolift, and when Jim comes to help he strokes a gland on the back of Spock's neck that turns Spock to goo.

  • Spock enters pon farr. Jim locks them both in quarantine and lets Spock fuck him. Afterward, Jim is upset because he feels like he raped Spock, given that Spock wasn't capable of consent. Spock, meanwhile, is emotionally distressed because it feels like Jim is rejecting him.

And I believe that was the last chapter posted. If anyone has a link to this fic, I would adore you for forever. I cannot say how many times I've re-read it; I'll be heartbroken if it's gone for good. :(

Fic found here:

"Not an Island" by Fourleggedfish

Jim as a father

Do you know any fics with jim as a father taking care of a child? I want to read something where the kids werent born by anyone from the main pairing. Maybe he already had one before coming to the academy or he adopted one? Thanks!

Lost Bones

I'm looking for a fic where Jim and Bones are together and then Bones suddenly disappears. Much later, he appears again but he's been gone a long time, he was misplaced somewhere in time. He meets up with Jim again who is now older than he is. Bones still loves Jim because to him no time has passed, but to Jim, Bones is practically a stranger.

remember what happened after that. Does anyone remember this fic? I think I read it on ao3 a long time ago.
Your help is appreciated.

AO3 Spirk Fic


I've been searching for a fic I read on ao3 some years ago. The only things I can remember about it were that 1) it was a Spirk fanfic and 2) there was a scene were Kirk was "confessing" to Mccoy, he was practicing to do a real confession to Spock or something like that, and Spock accidentally hears it and thinks Kirk is in love with Mccoy. That’s it, I know it sounds cheesy (maybe it is, I can’t remember) but I’m kinda becoming desperate (I made a livejournal account just to ask this…), I’ve been searching for months.

Thanks for your future answers!

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I'm looking for a McKirk fic that I'm sure is on AO3 but I can't find for life. I can't exactly remember if Jim and Bones are already a couple (I think they are), but Bones has to spend some time at another ship or starbase for a few weeks. The ship/starbase receive some special cargo that is locked in cargo bay with some medicine Bones need for a (female) crewmember who suffers from some rare condition. Anyway there is a Klingon attack and Bones goes through the vents in an attempt to retrive the medicine. Turns out the Kinglons are after some money/gold that was in the cargo bay, some stupid brass was involved and all, Bones is hurt but is a 110% BAMF, Jim and the Enterprise come to the rescue and all is well in the universe.

Also, if someone out there has a copy or link for Elaine_Penny "Skin", I would be forerever grateful - I know I've asked it before, but it is worth a try.

Thanks in advance!

Black ops with Sam Kirk

I am trying to find a Fic I read a few years ago and despite trying cannot seem to find again I don't remember much but know it included Winona and Sam Kirk in black ops.
Jim was the captain of the enterprise and Sam Kirk infiltrated the enterprise. I know Winona was alive and Jim was angry at her and Sam. I remember Sam and Jim had their own language Nyota couldn't figure out. I also remember that Jim thought they were dead or at least thought Winona was. I am pretty sure Sam was a colonel and Winona was running the operation.
I don't believe it is atlas.
Thanks :)

Need help finding two K/S fics

1. Winona had killed Kodos and was in prison. Spock gets in contact with her. He wanted to learn about Kirk's past because he wanted to date Kirk. At one point Kirk and Spock are having dinner and when Spock makes a move on Kirk is hits him over the head. Spock wakes up in Sickbay.

2. This happens after Vulcan is destroyed. Bones and Galia are engaged. I believe that Spock and Kirk are bonded. Spock sends a note from the Vulcan embassy that he is going to end their bond. He wants to help rebuild Vulcan. Sarek and Old Spock try to change his mind. Jim is packing up their apartment because he is going on a 5 year mission. He puts all of the memento from his relationship with Spock in a b ox. Sarek comes to talk to Jim and he takes the box to Spock.

FIC Bones Cave In Hurt more than Realized

Hello! First time posting here. There is a fic where Bones get caught in a cave in with Jim outside. He tells Jim that he is fine and to go on ahead back to the Enterprise. I think someone else was injured and Jim had to go back asap. The thing is that Jim asks if Bones is ok and the Doctor says he is perfectly fine, so Jim goes. Turns out he wasn't and Jim is pissed because they found him half dead and he had just LEFT Bones there. I was sure I had it saved but I don't know if I'm forgetting to do so, or if FFNet and Archiveofourown are deleting my favs. Anyone know the fic I'm talking about? I don't remeber if it's one fic or like a chapter of a whole. I think it was gen. Thanks in advance!

The Conscience of the King

I just finished watching the TOS episode "The Conscience of the King" and I was wondering if anyone knows of any stories that take place during or after the episode.  Especially dealing with Kirk and how the whole ordeal effected him.  Any pairing or Gen is fine.  One-shot or Epic length would be great.  Thank you!

AU Spirk with Meddling Q

Kirk is unhappy in Riverside and makes a wish on a star. Q appears and offers to send him to an alternate universe where he will find his soulmate. Kirk accepts and is sent to AU Vulcan and is taken in by Amanda (I think). They are royalty and have hidden their son Spock away in an indoor garden. Kirk accidentally stumbled upon Spock in the midst of his Pon Farr. They accidentally form a bond and Sarek is of course not pleased. Cue lots of pining, secret rendezvous, and eventual happy ending Spirk.

Many Vulcans saved

Hello all! I am looking for Reboot fics where due to Jim & Crew

1)many more Vulcans were able to evacuate?

2) Or where Vulcan was damaged but not completely destroyed?

3) I remember a scene where many Vulcans were beamed aboard a ship, as well as I think it was a pride of le-matya?

4) Also A fic where Kirk worked/created on the Enterprise programming/design and the crew is surprised?

I would prefer Gen or Spirk stories please. Any suggestions please?

Spirk Fic Search

So I'm looking for a reboot!fic with Spirk as the main pairing.  There's a scene where Jim gets drunk and Spock ends up comming him while he's jerking off.  I believe it's a multichapter fic, but I don't remember what host it was posted on.  Thanks so much in advance!

Jim Slave fic (WIP?)

I'm looking for a WIP that was posted on strek-id-kink (I think). It was an au where Vulcans keep rescuing humans and keep them not so much as slave, but like beloved pets? The humans are confused and don't know what to make of this and tend to fight back (at least at first). Jim had had a hard time of it and when caught he ends up submitting because he thinks it's the only way he can get them to help Pike who was hurt.

There is a language barrier issue because Vulcan's don't speak English, Jim can't speak Vulcan, but Jim is thought to be clever because he does try.

There were lots of parts and even though I know it wasn't finished the last time I looked at it I think it had over 30 part, most likely more. I thought I had saved them, but can't find them and have rebuilt my computer since. Also it looks like the kink meme I found it was purged so while I find what look like links to it I can't actually find a page with it and I have no idea who actually posted it.

If someone knows where it might be archived or could point me in the right direction that would be great.

Bones is ill

I'm looking for a fic where Jim, Bones and Spock are together. Bones gets very sick, dying even, i don't remember what happened to him, but Jim can't deal with watching him die and freaks out and even stops visiting Bones. Spock is the one who visits and takes care of Bones. Slowly he starts getting better (don't remember how) Christine makes it her mission to get him completely well and pushes Bones with his rehab, gets him past his depression,and his wanting to give up; she's awesome! Bones slowly starts to improve but Jim can't and won't face Bones or Spock either. I think at the end Bones seeks out Jim to confront him.

Any help in finding this would be greatlybappreciated. Thank you in advance.

Spock Prime

I'm looking for an older fic with Spock Prime and AOS Jim. It's sort of a creepy fic as I recall. Spock Prime and Jim are together and supposedly very happy, but then Jim begins to suspect something is very wrong. I think Spock Prime does something really evil, but I can't remember what. All I remember is the very last bit, it's Jim with a phaser in his hand aimed at Spock Prime asking him in a horrified whisper, "what did you do?"

I hope someone remembers this one, because it was very intense and well written and I'd like to reread it very badly.
Thanks in advance.

Reboot oneshot: Spock Prime visits Kirk post-STID

This was a oneshot I read on ao3 what can't have been very long ago. Sometime last year. It was maybe 1000-3000 words or so?

Kirk is recovering from coming back from the dead after Into Darkness, and Spock Prime pops in for a visit. Spock Prime says what I'm sure were very nice things that likely boiled down to "hey its cool youre not dead and all". The part of the fic I remember most was Spock Prime taking Jim's hand and kinda getting touchy with it (I think with Jim being like uhhhhhhh what), but as that's happening reboot!Spock walks in and they quickly seperate hands. Jim starts blushing ALOT and I think Spock Prime has an air of mischief about the whole thing. Reboot Spock just kinda pointedly looks at Spock Prime in annoyance (raises an eyebrow probably) and moves on.

Also I'm like 80% sure it was rated teen audiances (with the other 20% being sure its gen) because that's where I troll for my fluff.

Something that may have happened in this fic too but I the more I think about it the more I'm positive I'm getting it confused with another fic is Reboot Spock chewing out Spock Prime because "you know he doesn't know what it means when you do that [touch hands] right" and Spock Prime being all "gurl, ask me if igaf". So if you recall a fic like that I'd enjoy that one too.