K/S and Dead Parents

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Kind of a two-fer here...

First, I lost my bookmark to a really great fic where, on the first anniversary of Vulcan's destruction, Jim has a somber but touching dinner with Spock, to remember Amanda. Spock is touched, and resolves to return the favor come Jim's birthday, to honor Jim's father. He's also a little bit guilty about the comments he made about said father during the Kobayashi Maru trial, so it'd also be an atonement of sorts.

And in that vein...

Can anybody point me in the direction where Spock is guilty/apologizes/makes up for those comments? Can be pre-slash, established, whatever.

Thanks!