Found! Academy: dom!Spock

[mojoflower.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to find an Academy fic where Jim and Spock begin a D/s relationship, heavy on the S&M.  Kirk is the masochist, and it's because he's all fucked up over his past and feels like he needs to be punished.  Spock is a great top (but not actually a sadist), but eventually realizes that Kirk wants him to hurt him in ways he can't recover from.  Spock finally says he's going to stop unless Kirk faces his issues.

Sound familiar to anyone?

Found!

Secret Vulcan Mating Rituals by Chase820mar

Summary: Everyone knows the story of how James T. Kirk beat the Kobayashi Maru. But only Kirk, Spock, and McCoy know the real story. Set before and after the events of the film, this fic offers a slashtastic twist on events. Kirk/Spock, Kirk/McCoy friendship.

Words: 292,842  Chapters: 53/?

Comments

[mojoflower.livejournal.com]

You nailed it, love. Holy cow, that's a LONG fic... and not finished yet, either. Although, if you read the notes after the latest chapter, the author swears she'll get back to it, hopefully this fall.

You're right, it's painful PAINFUL. I'd forgotten all the AWFUL shit that rains down on everyone. Still, can't wait to read the rest....

[ariadnechan.livejournal.com]

sometimes is too painful!

but i found awesome that Winona is a spy even if she is really awful person, I really like Spock as a dom, but Jim is too broken and you ask yourself if he could be fix.

the angst!!!

In mirror verse there are more equal Dom/sub dynamics, because if they are broken they are in a broken world, and they always get better together.

I love there when Jim thinks he is a Dom when he really is a sub! and Spock show him!

I really prefer Spock on top more!! Also we really don't know for sure that Spock has prostate so I prefer that Jim is bottom so we all be sure! and Pon farr is better this way!