This is maybe slightly divergent from what you're looking for, since in this fic Kirk doesn't consent to the pon farr experience, but there's definitely a lot of him being upset and angry afterwards in Debt of Honor (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=1183&warning=1) by Brianna Falken, set in a TOS AU where Vulcan's not initially part of the Federation.
And as a sort of sub-note, knowing full well you specified TOS, I have to recommend a Reboot fic for this concept anyway, Heat (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1163857) by museaway because I think it does a really good job of handling that aspect of Kirk being not-as-okay as he'd like to be with everything pon farr entails and trying to figure out how to deal with it after the fact.
Hope you find what you're looking for somewhere! :)
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And as a sort of sub-note, knowing full well you specified TOS, I have to recommend a Reboot fic for this concept anyway, Heat (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1163857) by museaway because I think it does a really good job of handling that aspect of Kirk being not-as-okay as he'd like to be with everything pon farr entails and trying to figure out how to deal with it after the fact.
Hope you find what you're looking for somewhere! :)