realistic non-con fics?

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

The search further down reminded me: are there any fics where one of the triumvirate rapes another (like Kirk rapes Spock or Spock Bones or whatever) that are more of a realistic nature?

By realistic I mean fics where
- the victim doesn't halfway through realize that they've always wanted the rapist and they live happily ever after
- no aliens made them do it, no sex pollen or fuck or die fic
- not mirrorverse, roleplaying or slave fic

I'd just like to see e.g. a pon farr fic where it's actually RAPE and someone's hurt and traumatized afterwards. Does this exist?

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I can't think of any realistic one's where one of the triumvirate rapes the other unless it features the things you listed that you specifically don't want to see. I DO know of some realistic rape fics that feature a realistic aftermath and lots of angst, but like I said...it doesn't involve the triumvirate.

I hope you find what you're looking for!

[(Anonymous)]

Good luck with that. All the non con fics I've read fall into the examples you gave, or, if it is a pon farr fic, the so-called bond makes the rape just another way to truuu wuuuv.

The fic who comes the closest to what you want may be "Reflections Still Look the Same to Me", by Affectingly. The fics deals with Bones (our Bones) being raped by Mirror Kirk. The aftermath with Normal Kirk is not pretty and Bones avoids him, can't stand his touch. It is one of the few fics that are pretty realistic, so maybe it is worth a try.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1064976

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Portraits (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3607&warning=1) by Charlotte Frost goes a tiny little way towards this - it's not a violent rape, but the Pon Farr experience is definitely unpleasant. The story does later go on to develop into true love though, so not the outcome you're looking for.

[crystallicsky.livejournal.com]

Maybe one of these two fics would interest you:

Heat (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1163857) by Museaway, Reboot with Kirk and Spock in an established relationship but having a really intense, unpleasant first pon farr.

Debt of Honor (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=1183&warning=1) by Brianna Falken, TOS AU where Vulcan is (initially) on bad terms with the Federation and Kirk and Spock meet for the first time when Spock is in pon farr. He's not really gentle and Kirk is definitely not willing, and though they do go on to develop a relationship later, it's not instantly sunshine and butterflies.

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Seeing How We Operate recced reminded me (sorry, convoluted connection there in my own mind!) of The Darkartian Penance (http://fannation.shades-of-moonlight.com/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1626&ageconsent=ok&warning=9) by Wolfsbane. You need to actually join fannation to view it, as it's so graphic. TOS.
It's an account of sexual abuse suffered by Spock while imprisoned, and his gradual recovery from it. The rape is at the hands of his jailers, rather than his friends, but it's a stunning piece of writing, I highly recommend it.
MissBAMF has also written Closing Walls and Ticking Clocks (http://archiveofourown.org/series/90262), which features AOS Spock suffering a similar fate whilst imprisoned, under different circumstances.

[(Anonymous)]

Conduct Unbecoming (http://archiveofourown.org/works/663468)