realistic non-con fics?

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

The search further down reminded me: are there any fics where one of the triumvirate rapes another (like Kirk rapes Spock or Spock Bones or whatever) that are more of a realistic nature?

By realistic I mean fics where
- the victim doesn't halfway through realize that they've always wanted the rapist and they live happily ever after
- no aliens made them do it, no sex pollen or fuck or die fic
- not mirrorverse, roleplaying or slave fic

I'd just like to see e.g. a pon farr fic where it's actually RAPE and someone's hurt and traumatized afterwards. Does this exist?

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I can't think of any realistic one's where one of the triumvirate rapes the other unless it features the things you listed that you specifically don't want to see. I DO know of some realistic rape fics that feature a realistic aftermath and lots of angst, but like I said...it doesn't involve the triumvirate.

I hope you find what you're looking for!

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Feel free to rec some of the more realistic fics anyway, I'm a sucker for angst and since the thing I'm looking for doesn't seem to exist I'll take what I can get ;)

[(Anonymous)]

Okay, well if you don't particularly care if it's not one of the trio raping the other, then I HAVE to recommend MissBAMF's 'How We Operate' http://archiveofourown.org/works/2171412

It's honestly the most realistic (and respectful) fic featuring non-con I've ever read, and will shred your heart. I have laughed, cried, screamed, and growled throughout it. Though, it is hellishly long, and still WIP, but damn...if you're an angst lover like me, then you can't NOT read this one.

[(Anonymous)]

oh, forgot to mention, this is an AOS fic. I'm not sure if you're just looking for TOS since that's what most of the fics recommended are.

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

I don't mind AOS at all but holy shit almost 800.000 words?! For a slow reader like me that sounds like a lifetime commitment haha :D

But I'll give it a shot, thank you!

[(Anonymous)]

ahahahahahaha that was totally my reaction at first too. Like seriously, I consider myself a person who's done at like 200k, but it is worth everyone one of those 800k. Just check out the comments. MissBAMF actually has a lot of rape survivors that read that story just because of the way she handles the aftermath. It's like a little community of people on that review board. You want realistic aftermath, it really doesn't get anymore realistic than that story. But there are some other great one's here that have been recced that should keep you busy!! The Darkartian Penance IS a great one, and Sky of Stars is sooooooo good.

[(Anonymous)]

Good luck with that. All the non con fics I've read fall into the examples you gave, or, if it is a pon farr fic, the so-called bond makes the rape just another way to truuu wuuuv.

The fic who comes the closest to what you want may be "Reflections Still Look the Same to Me", by Affectingly. The fics deals with Bones (our Bones) being raped by Mirror Kirk. The aftermath with Normal Kirk is not pretty and Bones avoids him, can't stand his touch. It is one of the few fics that are pretty realistic, so maybe it is worth a try.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1064976

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

It's frustrating that they all develop into rape-to-love fics, isn't it?

I've already read the fic you recced but still, thank you. Mirrorverse crossovers appear to be the only ones that come close to what I'm looking for, like, when Bones is scared of Spock because of Mirror!Spock's mind rape.

[(Anonymous)]

Similarly, there's one where Mirror!Bones rapes our Kirk, a good chunk of it deals with our Kirk and our Bones dealing with the aftermath.

"Foreign Waters" by shinychimera and yeomanrand.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/62911

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Portraits (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3607&warning=1) by Charlotte Frost goes a tiny little way towards this - it's not a violent rape, but the Pon Farr experience is definitely unpleasant. The story does later go on to develop into true love though, so not the outcome you're looking for.

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I'll check it out. I'm not opposed to them getting together, I just wish the rape part wasn't totally ignored all the time.

[crystallicsky.livejournal.com]

Maybe one of these two fics would interest you:

Heat (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1163857) by Museaway, Reboot with Kirk and Spock in an established relationship but having a really intense, unpleasant first pon farr.

Debt of Honor (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=1183&warning=1) by Brianna Falken, TOS AU where Vulcan is (initially) on bad terms with the Federation and Kirk and Spock meet for the first time when Spock is in pon farr. He's not really gentle and Kirk is definitely not willing, and though they do go on to develop a relationship later, it's not instantly sunshine and butterflies.

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I didn't know either, I'll definitely check them out!

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Seeing How We Operate recced reminded me (sorry, convoluted connection there in my own mind!) of The Darkartian Penance (http://fannation.shades-of-moonlight.com/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1626&ageconsent=ok&warning=9) by Wolfsbane. You need to actually join fannation to view it, as it's so graphic. TOS.
It's an account of sexual abuse suffered by Spock while imprisoned, and his gradual recovery from it. The rape is at the hands of his jailers, rather than his friends, but it's a stunning piece of writing, I highly recommend it.
MissBAMF has also written Closing Walls and Ticking Clocks (http://archiveofourown.org/series/90262), which features AOS Spock suffering a similar fate whilst imprisoned, under different circumstances.

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

I've seen that first fic recced so many times, I think I'll finally bite the bullet and get an account just so I can read it. Will also take a look at the other one. Thank you for your help!

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

If you enjoy it, the author Wolfsbane is actually Acconitum Napellus, whose other work is on AO3, fanfiction.net and KS Archive (although I don't think all her work is on that last one).
She has a few others that involve Spock being sexually assaulted (she does love to hurt poor Spock!)
Most notably Taken (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3379019/chapters/7391327), A Sky of Stars (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2119158/chapters/4623711) and Found (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1732139/chapters/3694106)

[(Anonymous)]

Conduct Unbecoming (http://archiveofourown.org/works/663468)

[niffler09.livejournal.com]

Wow, that was a really interesting and deliciously angsty fic, thanks for reccing!