[identity profile] carminavulcana.livejournal.com
Hello everyone, I am new to this. So pardon me if I make mistakes. I have combed the internet over the last few months for long (like really long 50k-800k) stories revolving around Spock, particularly if he is hurt/injured/sick/depressed/abused (I'll take anything. Explicit violence and sexual content do not bother me.) So if you have any recs, I'd be grateful if you could share them here.

Also since I love angsty Spock centric fics, I started writing one too. If you are interested, check it out. It is called 'Finding Spock'. This is the link on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/9820079/chapters/22049192
[identity profile] hamrensel.livejournal.com
1. Winona had killed Kodos and was in prison. Spock gets in contact with her. He wanted to learn about Kirk's past because he wanted to date Kirk. At one point Kirk and Spock are having dinner and when Spock makes a move on Kirk is hits him over the head. Spock wakes up in Sickbay.

2. This happens after Vulcan is destroyed. Bones and Galia are engaged. I believe that Spock and Kirk are bonded. Spock sends a note from the Vulcan embassy that he is going to end their bond. He wants to help rebuild Vulcan. Sarek and Old Spock try to change his mind. Jim is packing up their apartment because he is going on a 5 year mission. He puts all of the memento from his relationship with Spock in a b ox. Sarek comes to talk to Jim and he takes the box to Spock.
[identity profile] iantojack.livejournal.com
Hi I'm looking for a fic where Jim is pregnant. He was raped by his step-father and goes to the hospital where he meets Bones. They help him deliver and its totally angsty. But in the end he ends up giving the child to Bones and his wife and thats Joanna.

Any help please thnx
[identity profile] x-luciole.livejournal.com
Hi !

I'm looking for a story where Spock makes a mistake ans thinks he's supposed to give Kirk a blow job to apologize since one of his teachers a the academy taught him that was what he was supposed to do. Kirk and McCoy get very angry and Spock thinks he's done something wrong.

I'd also love any rec with that kind of situations where Kirk and/or McCoy (or even Pike) get very protective of Spock and Spock seems vulnerable in some way.

Thank you so much and please forgive my english !
[identity profile] ellie phillips

I can't believe I can't find any of them...but I'm looking for stories that involve multiple characters being tortured/interrogated, preferably used against each other? Any kind of torture/interrogation technique is okay, including rape/abuse/violence/etc. (Anticipating that those come with the territory.)

Got a hankering for those "Don't tell them anything!" *gets punched* "I'll tell you whatever you want, just leave him/her alone!" sort of stories.

(Preferably AOS, but TOS or other series are good too! I love TNG/Voyager)
[identity profile] ladyofcastillo.livejournal.com
Hi all,

Looking for a fic that reverses the trope where kirk is assaulted and Spock doesn't believe kirk. In the one I'm looking for Spock is on negotiations maybe and the crew has shore leave. Kirk is physically and mentally assaulted by a man and woman. He goes back to the ship and everyone thinks he cheated on Spock. When Spock returns he immediately knows Kirk was assaulted and supports him
[identity profile] waterfall-creek.livejournal.com
Any good stories where Jim is hurt. Sexual/Physical/Mental, I don't care.

Any stories where Jim is in an abusive relationship

Any good AU stories, but the couples above are the only ones I'll read

And good stories where someone cheats on Jim. Everyone always has him cheating, but I want it to be the other person

[identity profile] niffler09.livejournal.com
The search further down reminded me: are there any fics where one of the triumvirate rapes another (like Kirk rapes Spock or Spock Bones or whatever) that are more of a realistic nature?

By realistic I mean fics where
- the victim doesn't halfway through realize that they've always wanted the rapist and they live happily ever after
- no aliens made them do it, no sex pollen or fuck or die fic
- not mirrorverse, roleplaying or slave fic

I'd just like to see e.g. a pon farr fic where it's actually RAPE and someone's hurt and traumatized afterwards. Does this exist?
[identity profile] chinae.livejournal.com
I am looking for an AU story, possibly posted at Fanfiction.net perhaps in 2009-2010, various chapters, where Spock is kidnapped by a Romulan General. The Romulan General rapes/bonds with Spock.

Somehow Kirk, through a connection he still has with Spock is able to connect/talk/sense that Spock is still alive.

The Romulan General falls in love with Spock, and Spock also develops some feelings for him. Kirk is able to negotiate for Spock's release.

Kirk is jealous of the fact the General has been with Spock, the jealousy is also due to the fact Spock is scantily dressed. The negotiations to get Spock back are tense, possible battle ensues, Spock is released and I believe something happens to the General. Possibly death???

It was a WIP.

Does anyone remember this story?
[identity profile] missfieryfist.livejournal.com
Hey everyone,

There's this one fic I've been looking for but can't seem to find. I remember it was on ksarchive.com... Basically, Spock has been pining away for Kirk for a long time but is convinced that Kirk is 100% straight and he doesn't have a chance. During "Mirror, Mirror," mirror!Kirk reveals that he pines after mirror!Spock but is convinced that he's 100% straight, and suspects that the reverse is true in the TOS universe (Spock is gay and Kirk is straight instead of vice versa). He rapes Spock, who imagines he's having sex with his own Kirk and ends up enjoying it, but angsts immensely afterwards...it's all rather depressing, but the ending's actually happy!

This is a very specific request, and if anyone can give me a lead I'll be immensely grateful!


Oct. 6th, 2013 10:12 pm
[identity profile] twizzel.livejournal.com
I remember reading a story where Spock goes through Pon Farr and must mate or die so he rapes Kirk. He doesn't want to rape Kirk but he doesn't want to die, so he does.
[identity profile] alatanar.livejournal.com
Jim is ordered to participate to get an treaty for dilithium. He is to participate in a humiliating ritual that is meant to humiliate the highest ranking person. He is raped and ask Spoke to let him recover before he goes back to the ship. But wakes up in Sickbay because the rape was so brutal he nearly died. Only Spock, Uhura and Macoy sit with him while he is recovering. He bonds with Uhura during the recovery. I know I read it, just can not remember where. Please Help, Thanks.
[identity profile] criztalinz.livejournal.com
I'm having this immense need for fics in which:

- Spock is crying
- Spock likes Kirk but keep quiet about it and even supporting Kirk to hook up with any one he likes because he thinks Kirk would never likes him back.
- They are already in a relationship but Spock held himself back and didn't tell Kirk that he's in love with the captain already because he thought Kirk just in it for fun (and he was at FIRST) and it would be better to have what little Kirk offers him than none at all.
- Hurt!Spock.. and Protective-As-HELL!Kirk..
- Kirk calling Spock 'Baby' and/or 'Sweetheart' and/or 'Honey'
- ...... Raped!Hurt!Spock and Protective!Angry!Kirk (??)
- Kirk accidentally (??) cheated on Spock and Spock found out and now Kirk got to win Spock back and earn his trust..
- Insecure!Spock
- Spock resigned/runs away (maybe they argue.. or Spock thinks he will hurt Kirk if he stays on)and Kirk go after him and refused to let him go

I really really really want protective!Kirk fics.. ;__;

And insecure!Spock is <3

I like angst angst ANGST fic but with the happiest fluffiest ending~

Reboot universe preferred but a mix would be fine as well.. I always imagine them to be nu!universe anyway..

Could be any rating at all but if NC17, preferably bottom!Spock..

EDIT: I have recs of my own too:
kianspo @AO3
mattmetzger @FFN

Thank you so much for any help given.. :)

Hurt Spock

Jun. 3rd, 2013 12:36 am
[identity profile] lomeast.livejournal.com
Hello! I seem to have lost a fic (or possibly two).

I think it was a st_xi_kink fill, but I'm not certain. The fic(s) revolved around Spock being sexually assaulted, and then everyone assumes that he cheated on Kirk. Eventually they figure out the truth, but not before some serious emotional hurt.

If you don't know this fic, I'd also appreciate some hurt!Spock fic recs. I appreciate those of medium to long length, but I'll take anything really.
[identity profile] cptnstag-xo-doe.livejournal.com
its on the tip of my tongue but i can't name it--a spacehusbands fic with an inspector (an old friend of jim's) persuades spock that jim's not going to pass inspection, and spock has to sleep with him to help then pass, things i remember:
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[identity profile] sodoesrachael.livejournal.com
Hello community I have found you. I have two requests.

One, I have been looking high and low for this fic, but I can find it nowhere. It's a reboot fic, and in it a crew member (and OC, I believe) develops a stalker like crush on Kirk and decided to take matters into his own hands. While they're on crew leave he drugs Kirk and takes him to a hotel room, where he wants to have his way with him. Meanwhile Spock and McCoy were supposed to meet Kirk for drinks, but he doesn't show, obviously. They eventually track down where he was taken and save him. A detail I recall was that the crew member worked in the botany lab on the Enterprise, if that helps. Edit: Found! Link in comments. <3

As to the second request, my favorite author on fanfiction.net ever, ginger ninja, deleted all of her fics the other day. I have fallen into a deep depression over this. They were completely amazing stories. :'( They included Plant Life, Cold Water, Doors, The Lost City, and many, many more. You have no idea how upset I am over this. Like, my life is ruined at the moment. :'( By any chance does anyone have any of her stories saved??? I would love you forever. We can get married tomorrow. Edit: Got it. ;)

Thanks in advance.

I hope I tagged it right. :)
[identity profile] ktrisha.livejournal.com
I just finished re-reading "Agony" by CMM for probably the millionth time and I was wondering if there are any other stories like it.   I have read the Fallout series.

Looking for something... ).

Thank you in advance.
[identity profile] floranna.livejournal.com

The specific fic was about how McCoy was kidnapped by some terrorists/freedom fighters in a plaet, tortured and raped until he was saved. One specific detail was that he wore long-sleeved shirts after because his arms were scarred. It ended up Spock/McCoy, and fastforwars some time he had to face his tortures in a diplomatic meeting, I think.

The I am looking for fics where McCoy is raped or/and tortured. TOR or AOS, doesn't matter, but TOS fics will be cherished above all. Paring can be gen, Spock/McCoy or Kirk/McCoy.

Thank you and please help me, I have watched the TOS series and the movies where McCoy appears and now I am needing some fanfic centering around him. Please help me!
[identity profile] someidiothasice.livejournal.com
Please, for the love of God, tell me someone recognizes this summary.

There are three separate realities, which all manage to converge at once. One of them is the STXI reality, another where Spock and Jim are prisoners-turned-lovers who break out and lead a rebellion, and... I honestly can't remember what kind of storyline the other K/S come from.

The story deals with several characters from universe A, B and C somehow ending up in each others realities. I think it had something to do with a... black hole? Dying star, maybe? Something having to do with radiation, and sending the other characters back to their own realities...? Actually, I'm pretty sure that there was something that had to do with radiation, and when they figure out how to fix it it turns out somebody has to be in a ship and get very close to said radiation. Only the only bodies around who could handle that kind of radiation without dying immediately are the Spock's. The K/S who came from the prisoner/rebel leader reality come to a mutual agreement (through touch telepathy) that their Spock can't go, because... well, they're the leaders of their crazy, crazy people. Maybe Jim accuses or thinks the only reason they don't want Spock to go is because they're lovers and are being selfish.

I think Jim has a bit of a freakout about his Spock going (even though they're still just friends at this point) to the point where he all but forbids it. So Spock reacts by giving Jim a lovely nerve pinch akin to what Wrath of Khan Spock did to McCoy. I actually think the dialogue there was the same - Sorry, Captain, but I have no time to discuss this logically. Then Spock flies off and Jim wakes up in time to yell at him via radio while Spock sort of dies in the ship.

This fic was long and plotty and had an amazing backstory to the rebel Spock and Jim. They met in a prison camp, and somehow became friends when Kirk tried to... blow something up, maybe? At one point Jim becomes ill and Spock takes him to a medic who turns out to be Bones, and while recovering they end up platonically sleeping together. At another point, a guard decides to try to take some liberties with Kirk's body while Spock is forced to watch and I think that might be what sets off the rebellion.

Ugh, I summed that up pretty badly. But if anyone can make sense out of that word gumbo up there and sniff out that link then I will love you forever.

I am shocked - shocked! - that there is no prison tag here O.O. Oh well, I did the best I could!

EDIT: FOUND, AND AMAZINGLY FAST, BY THE AWESOME [livejournal.com profile] jenna_marianne: Refractions by [livejournal.com profile] bigmamag.


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