Isolated/Lonely Spock

[ryokoyuy.livejournal.com]

So I have a sudden craving for fics dealing with Spock's sense of isolation, whether loneliness, xenophobia, misunderstandings, whatever. Even better if somehow tied into the massive loss of bonds in the Vulcan disaster. TOS/AOS both loved! Or AUs. Bullying, hurt, exclusions, feeling of being an outsider, anything and everything and more. Any or no pairing is fine, but Kirk/Spock is preferred. Any ideas?

Thanks, lovelies <3

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[mechers.livejournal.com]

the_physicist's Home is longfic dealing with the massive psychic trauma of the loss of Vulcan. It's K/S, but has a lot of intervening plot and some relational dysfunction (so, no instant healing from the power of love stuff). It's on AO3 as well.

[runpunkrun]

Here's a link: Home.

[ryokoyuy.livejournal.com]

That looks fabulous! Thank you so much! :)

[mclazypants.livejournal.com]

This is a list of fics that evoke the lonely!Spock feels in me:

Observations (http://anon-j-anon.livejournal.com/136096.html) is a MASSIVE slow-build fic, written mostly in Spock's POV. The feeling of isolation he feels at the beginning is very palpable. He has no friends except Nyota, and he's surrounded by a people he doesn't understand most of the time, most especially a Captain that everyone reveres.

Take Refuge in What You Know (http://archiveofourown.org/works/715652/chapters/1324993) - Spock is Agoraphobic AU. You can't get more isolated than that. Jim, his neighbor, saves the day.

Home Also I Cannot Go (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5391402/1/Home-Also-I-Cannot-Go) - it's an MPREG!Spock who has a one-night stand with a blue-eyed male on Earth. Despite the difficult circumstances, he decides to keep and raise the baby.

Mutable Signs (http://archiveofourown.org/works/333497/chapters/538677) - Slavery, Pre-reform AU. Spock is a shy Vulcan who does the family accounting, rarely venturing outside his family's estate. He gets gifted a slave...

Creep (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1015612) - Fandom/Highschool AU. Jim is a popular kid irl but a closeted fanboy who's crushing on a BNF writer. Also, he has a creepy classmate who keeps staring at him. You can guess where this is going... lol. It's in Jim's POV, but Spock's loneliness comes in waves.

Only Fools (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1013237/chapters/2011855) - Spock never went to Starfleet AU, post-Narada. This one hits the lonely right off the bat, but there's a Jim/Gary Mitchell on the side.

There are tons of these kinda fics out there too! I hope I 'll remember more of them and rec it to you. :)

[ryokoyuy.livejournal.com]

You're my favorite person in the world right now. I so needed a good batch of fic on a day like today, and these look perfect! Thanks, darlin' <3

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Parts of Don't stop Believing (http://archiveofourown.org/series/13631) by kianspo certainly fit this.
Also Way, Hey, An' Up She Rises (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4450853/chapters/10111727), as well as Maurader (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4777805/chapters/10929362) and Colony War (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4079998/chapters/9188761), all by KaraStorm.

[ryokoyuy.livejournal.com]

Perfect! Those sound fantastic! Thanks, love <3

[newaunty.livejournal.com]

I very belatedly remembered this by my absolute all time favourite author, TDazz:

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Hope you enjoy :-) (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=5749&warning=1)