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CW: Suicide attempt

I had thought this was on the Triaxian Silk website but if it is I misremembered the title. So it could be from anywhere, possibly this site even.

Basically it's a semi-angsty fic that's set either some time in season 4 or after season 4 (with the finale not being canon) in which Captain Archer finds out about Trip and T'Pol being together. In the beginning of the fic he is unsure about how close they are and decides he's going to trick them into revealing that they are together. He views them on surveilance before going from his quarters to the ready room and gets angry that Trip is leaning over T'Pol being flirty. So he contrives a fake mission that would involve Trip and something with the Kriosians (aka Kaitaama) and T'Pol nudges Trip I think through the bond and then Archer reveals it was fake and confronts them.

I forget everything that happened there but at some point in the conversation, T'Pol reveals about the Trellium D and Trip gets upset and she runs back to her quarters and pulls the wiring out of the wall and causes harm to herself. Trip rushes to her aid and when she wakes up in sickbay he apologizes to her and Archer implies he is willing to work something out (or something like that).

Has anyone ever read this and knows the title or where it is? Thanks in advance!

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jaqui

hi, sorry I'm looking for a fic where spock and jim are dating, but for spock it's just a practice on how to date uhura, and jim somehow finds out and ends up with spock but spock regrets and wants to get back with jim, and the I really don't remember what else happened a long time ago that I read that fic

Does anyone know which fic it is? or something similar, please?

army_sgts_wife

I'm looking for a fic that I believe was rather long, but I don't remember most of the story. The bit that sticks out to me is that Kirk and Spock were bonded at some point, but Spock went off to pursue Kolinahr and Jim goes back to Iowa. Jim can feel Spock trying to break the bond during his studies, and gets headaches. At one point, Spock tries so hard that the resulting headache/migraine knocks Jim unconscious -- while using a comm panel or replicator (or somesuch). Bones shows up around/after that point, and then Spock eventually shows up because Jim held on so tightly to the bond that Kolinahr couldn't break it and Spock realized he really did love Jim (again, or somesuch) and the end was all happy-lovey-dovey.

m0tte

I already searched on google, but nothing came up.
I remember that K/S were together when Kirk was raped by an alien (maybe an ambassador or something). Everyone thinks he cheated on Spock, so after some time he leaves the enterprise and I think Starfleet too (not sure about that one).
Turns out he got an illness from the alien and now has something like leukemia, he could be treated, but he already gave up on life. A doctor then talks to Spock!Prime, who gets Kirk to allow the treatment. After that, I'm not sure why, the Enterprise comes back to earth and Spock lives with Jim for some reason and he sees how weak Jim still is. I know that they come back together and I think I remember that Jim has to take hypos, because of the aftermath of his treatment.

Please help, I would love to read it again.

Update: I found it, it's Agony by CMM on ksarchive.

mja2404.livejournal.com

Hi! Do you know any good fics with underestimated Jim? Maybe something where people think he is an idiot when in reality he is veeery intelligent? Or they think he sleeps around all the time and he doesn't? I would prefer if it was either m/m or without pairing (i've already read the 'Ingenious Idiot' on Ao3)

judybrowneyes54.livejournal.com

I'm looking for a fic where Jim, Bones and Spock are together. Bones gets very sick, dying even, i don't remember what happened to him, but Jim can't deal with watching him die and freaks out and even stops visiting Bones. Spock is the one who visits and takes care of Bones. Slowly he starts getting better (don't remember how) Christine makes it her mission to get him completely well and pushes Bones with his rehab, gets him past his depression,and his wanting to give up; she's awesome! Bones slowly starts to improve but Jim can't and won't face Bones or Spock either. I think at the end Bones seeks out Jim to confront him.

Any help in finding this would be greatlybappreciated. Thank you in advance.

iangallegher.livejournal.com

I read this fic a while ago and now I can't find it for the life of me. Super angsty, from Spock's POV, k/s were in a no strings attached style relationship. Kirk is also sleeping with other people, Spock gets jealous obviously. Then on some sort of mission someone takes interest in spock and kirk gets really jealous? I've been looking everywhere.

mja2404.livejournal.com

I'm looking for a fanfic where kirk tells spock about his feelings towards him but spock rejects him. Spock says that it is because of jim's inability to be in a commited relarionship and kirk is very hurt because of it. He starts talking/thinking (i don't remember) that spock thinks of him as of a whore because he had many lovers and generally has a breakdown. I don't remember much of what happened after that but i think that they finally ended up together

winterbitch.livejournal.com

Hi, does anyone know any Spock/Kirk fics where Spock is presumed dead and Kirk basically dies inside? It could be an established relationship but I'd love some pinning and angst.
There could be smut but if so, I'd prefer bottom!Kirk.
Thank you 💞

deancas91190dc.livejournal.com

Hi all,
I'm looking for any fics set during/after Star Trek Into Darkness that deal with the injuries Spock must have had after Khan tries to crush his skull. I'm looking for fics that deal with Bones discover and treating the injuries. Particularly a sucker for any fics that mention head/skull injuries specifically.
On a related request, I would love recs for any fics, AOS or original verse, where Bones has to perform surgery on Spock, particularly where it's a complicated procedure.
Thanks!

kira2127.livejournal.com

Hey y'all. I am trying to find a fic that I read a long long time ago and now can not find it for the life of me. I know I read it on fanfiction.net, but if someone can find it on other platforms I will take that.

It has been a few years so the details are a little sketchy. I remember there was definite Bones/Kirk tones, although I can't remember if it was shipping or just all the friendship. It wasn't an excessively long fic, it was stand alone, not a part of a big story. Basics is that Kirk was being tortured by an alien race. I think he was in a glass tube or something and they were giving him a drug that made him see all the bridge crew die in front of him and all he could do was pound on the glass.

Potentially the same fic or a different one, same idea in that aliens made him see his crew die in front of him, but I am remembering (maybe) a scene in which they are all on the bridge and either the drug thing happens then or they replay/etc. their deaths and Bones has to grab Kirk to make him realize it is not true while the rest of the bridge watches (with surprise?)

Any help is appreciated, thanks so much!

macattack84.livejournal.com

I am looking for a few type of stories all in the new Star Trek universe:
1) I am looking for any stories where Jim hears the last few moments of his father's life.
I prefer gen or slash

2) I am looking for stories where in the first Film (AU) Nero recognizes Jim when he is standing next to Spock on the bridge and perhaps mentions/hints at a relationship between Spock and Jim. Or any stories where Nero Recognizes Jim during that scene.

3)can anyone recommend any stories where Vulcan was warned due to Jim to evacuate asap? Or due to Jim's and the crews actions were able to save more Vulcans than shown in the films?

4) Also I read a fic where Kirk had a hand in building the Enterprise; programming, engineering, etc. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Please & Thank you for any help.

throwtantrum.livejournal.com

I can't remember a lot of details but I remember that it had insecure Spock and at one point Bones ordered Spock to eat in the mess hall instead of in his room (maybe Spock had an eating disorder? I'm not sure) but Spock had stopped sitting with the crew and was isolating himself. There were scenes of Jim and Spock at meals together where Jim would talk and Spock wouldn't say anything.

There was one specific scene where Spock was at a table by himself in the crowded mess hall and a bunch of young crew members all sat next to him and were being really loud and one was eating a rare steak? I think Jim came and made them all move but I'm not sure.

I just remember a very lonely Spock, and a Jim that misunderstood a lot of Spock's actions and a very frustrated Bones.

paintedame.livejournal.com

Hi.

In this AU Earth and Vulcan never became allies. By accident Kirk's ship passed through the neutral zone and was captured by Spock's ship. Spock is just at the beginnings of Pon Farr and tests Kirk's crew for a compatible mate. Discovers Jim and well.... Jim is let go after.

Some time later Earth and Vulcan have agreed to work together by having lottery to pick the command teams of their joint ships. Kirk ends up Captain with Spock as XO. There is tension and suspicion on the part of Kirk until it's all worked out.

Normally I run into this one all the time on AO3, but right now I have less than 10 minutes of internet every day, so I don't have the time to search and I can't find it. Thank you for all your help.

scteel224.livejournal.com

Hi all - brand new to the community. I'm looking for any physical whump for Bones McCoy from the most recent films. Preferably without any slash or pairings, but I'll take what I can get. I haven't been able to find much out there. The more physical pain/damage he endures, the better!

Thanks!!

x-luciole.livejournal.com

Hi !

I'm looking for a story where Spock makes a mistake ans thinks he's supposed to give Kirk a blow job to apologize since one of his teachers a the academy taught him that was what he was supposed to do. Kirk and McCoy get very angry and Spock thinks he's done something wrong.

I'd also love any rec with that kind of situations where Kirk and/or McCoy (or even Pike) get very protective of Spock and Spock seems vulnerable in some way.

Thank you so much and please forgive my english !

ellie phillips

Hey!

I can't believe I can't find any of them...but I'm looking for stories that involve multiple characters being tortured/interrogated, preferably used against each other? Any kind of torture/interrogation technique is okay, including rape/abuse/violence/etc. (Anticipating that those come with the territory.)

Got a hankering for those "Don't tell them anything!" *gets punched* "I'll tell you whatever you want, just leave him/her alone!" sort of stories.

(Preferably AOS, but TOS or other series are good too! I love TNG/Voyager)

bewear.livejournal.com

Hello!! I'm not sure if I'm doing this right but here goes. :P I'm looking for a Kirk/Spock fic that's starts off at the academy. Jim has a crush on Spock and asks him out, and Spock accepts under the impression that it is an experiment to help him prepare to date Uhura. I think Gary Mitchell or someone told him that Jim was in on it and would be doing his best to act the part, but in reality Jim had no idea. They go on several really interesting dates and I think one of them might have been like white-water rafting or something like that?? Anyway, if I remember correctly Jim finds out it was an experiment when he overhears a conversation going on in Spock's office later... he is understandably hurt. Later, when they're on the enterprise, I think Spock tries to initiate a relationship but Jim turns him down, And I think Uhura might have tried to come give Kirk a piece of her mind but backed off when she saw how hurt he was. Anyway I can't even remember how it ends, it was a long time ago when I first read it and now I can't find it. Does anyone know it?

kinetickeyboard.livejournal.com

Hello!

I’ve used ST-ficfinder a handful of times but I’m still struggling to find the themes I’m looking for. I’ve been searching for more hurt Spock fics lately and it’s been hard to come across them. I’d like to read some stories that focus on Spock being either injured, abused, ill, enslaved, captured and hurt, depressed, anything like that! I know this is rather vague but I’m not picky! I’ve read some really good ones and I know they’re out there, it’s just a matter of finding them! Hopefully you can recommend some for me.

It’s a bonus if you can find some where Jim is protective over Spock, does anything he can to save him, or takes care of him in the process. Or even Jim just being dominant while Spock is fairly submissive. My favorites are Spirk but I also don’t mind McCoy being the one to help Spock. Spones is perfectly accpetable! I’d prefer Abrams Universe but that’s not a requirement! Thank you so much in advance and I appreciate anyone who takes the time to rec stories. Anything that you feel is remotely close to the themes is welcomed!

deancas91190dc.livejournal.com

Hi,
I'm looking for a specific Bones and Jim story set during the Academy era, where Jim is being abused by an instructor or something, and Bones is the one who eventually figures it out and helps Jim, and great personal/professional risk I think. I'm pretty sure they weren't close friends yet, and this is how they became close.
I'm looking for three types of fics in general as well:
1. Any Bones/Jim slash or friendship fics where Jim is severely injured or ill, and has a very long recovery under Bones care.
2. Any fics where Jim is disabled or has a chronic illness/condition of some kind.
3. Any stories that show Bones' prowess as a surgeon, either performing triage or surgery, particularly if it's on Jim or Spock.
Thanks!!!

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