looking for bottom!kirk- and/or hurt!kirk- centred long fic

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Hope I posted this right...
I'm rather new in the fandom. Although I know there're some awesome places to look for fics, it seems like I'm having some troubles finding the certain type of fic I wanna read... I watched the new films first, but then I watched TOS series, and I just can't help but fall for the Captain... so I wish you can rec me with TOS fics :)

So here's what I'm looking for:

1. Any hurt!kirk centred long fic?? I just finished reading Lost and Found by UKJess on ksarchive, and I really hope that fic can be a little bit longer!!!  Or any fic that showing the vulnerable, insecure side of kirk; or he's been through some kind of physical and/or mentally trauma, or... something like this, I'll try to put 'em in the tag. Bonus if it also has protective!spock or protective!bones.

2. Any bottom!kirk long fic out there? I'm going through the ksarchive with the bottom!kirk trope, but it seems like any long fic that has a bottom!kirk trope, they also has a bottom!spock trope too.... and I really can't read bottom!spock, I just can't! So please, any long fic featuring only bottom!kirk? I actually don't really mind the pairing, as long as kirk is the bottom.

Any fic has both a hurt!kirk and a bottom!kirk would be awesome!
I actually don't really mind if there's a explicit sex scene or not, but if the story does have some NC-17 scene, I can only accept kirk as the bottom…… so PG and Gen or Pre-slash stories are welcome, too, as long as they're kirk-centred.

Please throw me with your recs!! Thanks in advance! 

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[lah-mrh.livejournal.com]

Since it seems like everyone else missed the 'TOS' part of your request, here's some TOS fics with hurt Kirk. (I don't really pay that much attention to who does what in sex scenes, so I can't promise bottom Kirk, but I hope this is is helpful to you anyway.) They're all K/S except the last one which is gen.

Little Sorrows by Dovya Blacque (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2601) (I particularly like this one, Kirk suffers from a broken mindlink with an old friend)
Predawn by Mary Kay (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3894) (Kirk goes back in time)
Something by Mary Kay (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3792) (Kirk is attacked by his own guilt)
Missing In Action by Rae Trail (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=4840) (amnesia)
In the After Silence by isabol (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2009) (post "Turnabout Intruder")
A Light in the Darkness by Debbie C (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=799) (Kirk is injured on shore leave)
Strong Together by UKJess (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=463) (prostitution and references to Tarsus, you might have already read it)
Nightvisions by Carol A Frisbie and Susan K James (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=4332) (blindness, very long)
Thy Brother by MissAnnThropic (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2191170/1/Thy-Brother) (Kirk is injured protecting Spock)

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

OMG, thank you so much!!! You're the only one noticed the TOS part! Although I love the Abrams universe all the same, I really need some good TOS fics to read right now! What can I say, Shatner's Kirk totally got me.

thanks again! <3

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

Oops. My apologies for the mistake! TOS =/= AOS. Sorry! :)

[lah-mrh.livejournal.com]

No problem! I know how annoying it is to request TOS and get a bunch of reboot stuff, so I'm glad I could help. :)