looking for bottom!kirk- and/or hurt!kirk- centred long fic

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

Hope I posted this right...
I'm rather new in the fandom. Although I know there're some awesome places to look for fics, it seems like I'm having some troubles finding the certain type of fic I wanna read... I watched the new films first, but then I watched TOS series, and I just can't help but fall for the Captain... so I wish you can rec me with TOS fics :)

So here's what I'm looking for:

1. Any hurt!kirk centred long fic?? I just finished reading Lost and Found by UKJess on ksarchive, and I really hope that fic can be a little bit longer!!!  Or any fic that showing the vulnerable, insecure side of kirk; or he's been through some kind of physical and/or mentally trauma, or... something like this, I'll try to put 'em in the tag. Bonus if it also has protective!spock or protective!bones.

2. Any bottom!kirk long fic out there? I'm going through the ksarchive with the bottom!kirk trope, but it seems like any long fic that has a bottom!kirk trope, they also has a bottom!spock trope too.... and I really can't read bottom!spock, I just can't! So please, any long fic featuring only bottom!kirk? I actually don't really mind the pairing, as long as kirk is the bottom.

Any fic has both a hurt!kirk and a bottom!kirk would be awesome!
I actually don't really mind if there's a explicit sex scene or not, but if the story does have some NC-17 scene, I can only accept kirk as the bottom…… so PG and Gen or Pre-slash stories are welcome, too, as long as they're kirk-centred.

Please throw me with your recs!! Thanks in advance! 

Comments

[cliosfolly.livejournal.com]

Have you read seperis' Reboot Series? It features bottom!kirk and protective Spock and Bones, especially in the first story, where they conspire to fix a medical issue Kirk is having. It's one of my all-time favorite series.

Oh, and: it's on AO3 at http://archiveofourown.org/series/2522

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

Thanks for this. It says this series is incomplete which is why I haven't read it. Is it complete enough...ends in a good spot? :)

[cliosfolly.livejournal.com]

Yes, all four stories are self-contained and end at good places. There's an unresolved political plotline in the last short story, but not in a cliffhanger way. In addition, developments in "War Games" predicted the events of that story, and you can extrapolate where it's going without feeling like you've been left hanging; the short story's emotional resolution offers sufficient closure.

Oh, and! As one of the other posters notes below, I like others missed the TOS part of your request. The "Reboot" series by seperis responds to STXI (and was written before XII came out, so doesn't address anything in XII).

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

Cool. Thank you! I totally missed the TOS part, too. *headdesk*

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

just began to read it, the first alone is awesome! thanks for your rec!

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

I tend to read only on AO3 bc my phone dislikes KS archives. I would say that at least 90% of the AOS K/S fics are bottom!kirk (and hurt!kirk is one of the most common themes). I would say go to the AOS tag and scroll through, sorting by word count, and you'll find A LOT. Bottom!hurt!jim is my absolute favorite, so feel free to stroll through my bookmarks, as well, for ones you might like. I sorted by pairing: K/S bookmarks (http://archiveofourown.org/bookmarks?utf8=%E2%9C%93&bookmark_search%5Bsort_column%5D=created_at&bookmark_search%5Bcategory_ids%5D%5B%5D=23&bookmark_search%5Bfandom_ids%5D%5B%5D=601802&bookmark_search%5Brelationship_ids%5D%5B%5D=9835&bookmark_search%5Bother_tag_names%5D=&bookmark_search%5Bquery%5D=&bookmark_search%5Brec%5D=0&bookmark_search%5Bwith_notes%5D=0&commit=Sort+and+Filter&user_id=scifishipper)

You could also do a general search on AO3 for hurt!jim. I don't think you'll find that many tags for bottom!jim, because it is SO SUPER COMMON. This is a search for Kirk/Spock hurt/comfort. (http://archiveofourown.org/works?utf8=%E2%9C%93&commit=Sort+and+Filter&work_search%5Bsort_column%5D=word_count&work_search%5Bfreeform_ids%5D%5B%5D=2379&work_search%5Bother_tag_names%5D=&work_search%5Bquery%5D=&work_search%5Blanguage_id%5D=&work_search%5Bcomplete%5D=0&tag_id=James+T*d*+Kirk*s*Spock)

I hope this helps. Good luck!

thank you

[0vicati.livejournal.com]

thank you for the recs!

As for the OP, you can try beamirang's fics. All are GEN and mostly in the hurt!Jim, (uber)protective! Spock and McCoy tropes: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2954354/beamirang. Though most of her fics do not involve pairings / romances, they are still enjoyable and quite gratifying.

For Kirk/ Spock pairing, I absolutely enjoyed this hurt/comfort fic (Shine Like the Sun by kyliselle): http://kyliselle.livejournal.com/13917.html

Re: thank you

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

You are welcome and thanks for pointing out some other recs. I have not mined the LJ stores or FF.net yet. There is so much to read! *DELIGHTS*

Re: thank you

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

I absolutely love Shine Like the Sun!!
And thanks for your recs on FF. I actually really enjoy reading good gen stories, especially the ones with a delicious hurt!jim. oops, bad me :)

[nightrider101.livejournal.com]

Oh, thanks for sharing!

I would like to start reading Star Trek again and this should keep me busy for awhile. :)

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

You are so welcome! (You can also find the couple of K/S fics I've written, if you want to give those a try.) Enjoy!

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

thanks for your recs!!
I'm going through your bookmarks, think those fics'll keep me busy for a while XD
thanks again!

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. I will check out the TOS recs below, too. :)

[lah-mrh.livejournal.com]

Since it seems like everyone else missed the 'TOS' part of your request, here's some TOS fics with hurt Kirk. (I don't really pay that much attention to who does what in sex scenes, so I can't promise bottom Kirk, but I hope this is is helpful to you anyway.) They're all K/S except the last one which is gen.

Little Sorrows by Dovya Blacque (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2601) (I particularly like this one, Kirk suffers from a broken mindlink with an old friend)
Predawn by Mary Kay (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3894) (Kirk goes back in time)
Something by Mary Kay (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3792) (Kirk is attacked by his own guilt)
Missing In Action by Rae Trail (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=4840) (amnesia)
In the After Silence by isabol (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2009) (post "Turnabout Intruder")
A Light in the Darkness by Debbie C (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=799) (Kirk is injured on shore leave)
Strong Together by UKJess (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=463) (prostitution and references to Tarsus, you might have already read it)
Nightvisions by Carol A Frisbie and Susan K James (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=4332) (blindness, very long)
Thy Brother by MissAnnThropic (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2191170/1/Thy-Brother) (Kirk is injured protecting Spock)

[sixstringloaded.livejournal.com]

OMG, thank you so much!!! You're the only one noticed the TOS part! Although I love the Abrams universe all the same, I really need some good TOS fics to read right now! What can I say, Shatner's Kirk totally got me.

thanks again! <3

[scifishipper.livejournal.com]

Oops. My apologies for the mistake! TOS =/= AOS. Sorry! :)

[lah-mrh.livejournal.com]

No problem! I know how annoying it is to request TOS and get a bunch of reboot stuff, so I'm glad I could help. :)

UKJess

[(Anonymous)]

If you liked UKJess's Lost and Found, you'll probably like "Fortune's Favoured Child" over on her own site
https://sites.google.com/site/jessinengland/fortune%27sfavouredchild

It's gen but plenty of hurt!Kirk

[(Anonymous)]

You Don't Have To (Say Yes) by luminousbeings. It will mess. You. Up. http://archiveofourown.org/works/5297936/chapters/12230435 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/5297936/chapters/12230435)