Tarsus iv Sarek fanfic

[deancas91190dc.livejournal.com]

Hey,
I'm looking for a nuTrek fic I read a while ago where both Spock and Jim had been on Tarsus iv. I remember one scene where Sarek sits quietly holding both boys in a closet, comforting them. I think there was a similar scene that took place years later, when they are adults, Sarek finds them in another closet or something, and reflects on how he tried to obtain custody of Jim after Tarsus but was unsuccessful. Help?
Thanks :)

Spock reverts K/S FOUND

[fangirlkitten]

Me again. I'm looking for a fic that the away team ends up killed and Spock ends up primal and saves Kirk. He claims him on the planet and they live in a cave and Spock goes hunting... u mm Spock doesn't talk if I remember correctly.

Christmas, ends in spirk FOUND

[fangirlkitten]

I feel bad asking again, but I just remembered another did I would love to reread and I can't find it. It's Christmas time and Jim is depressed, Nyota was bing a bitch to him, Spock was ignoring and avoiding him. Bones was upset about his daughter. Scott records Jim's drunken ramblings and replays it to the rest of the command crew. Sound familiar to anyone?