K/S Fic search

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Hi guys, I need your help with finding a K/S reboot fic.

It's a more or less short R-rated fic in which Spock has his hands tied because even though rationally Kirk's got over the whole 'dear-Lord-he-almost-killed-me-by-choking-me-ack!' shock, his subconscious has something else planned, and Kirk can't really get in the mood otherwise, so to speak. The fic mentions how the restraints holding Spock are flimsy when compared to his real strength, and somehow by the end of it Kirk's subconscious stops giving him grief and things are on their way to being a-okay.

It might have been written for the st_xi_kink comm, for a prompt somewhere in the first three or four parts, but my memory could be hazy. And god, I've sifted through heaps of comments and just haven't managed to find it again.

So, help? Please? Thanks!