Kirk/Spock - Nervous Spock?

[spookster831.livejournal.com]

Does anyone have Recs where Spock is ashamed to admit his desire for Kirk because he's Vulcan damnit and he's never had those type of reactions before? Preferrably TOS!

thanks!

K/S Christmas Story?

[richiexcore.livejournal.com]

So a while ago I read a Kirk/Spock Christmas story where the pair went on Shore Leave together around Christmas time, and spent it together in a cabin somewhere.

It's a first time fic, mostly humorous, and in the fic they have gifts from the rest of the bridge crew as well as each other that they open Christmas morning.  Kirk's gift to Spock is a pair of jeans that he puts on in front of Kirk.  

Some other details are that they sleep in separate beds, they're alone together in this cabin, and I believe that they drink hot chocolate in it?

Any help would be appreciated!