Kirk stealing hypos

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Hey there,

I´m looking for a fic where Jim is stealing stimulants from sickbay. Think it was an Nero aftermath story?!
I just remember him working with Scotty in engineering when McCoy busts in and gives them both a verbal beating
because he´s just found out. And then Kirk collapses, or something...
I really liked the story, could someone help me out?

Spock/kirk fic

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I'm looking for a kirk/spock fic where spock got pregnant but lost the baby. I remember that kirk was very upset and refused to go see spock. I think either bones or uhura or maybe both of them tried to convince kirk to go talk to spock. That's all I remember I hope that's enough. Thanks in advance.