help

[khielira.livejournal.com]

i need help finding a fic. all i really remember was there was a scene from "Immunity Syndrome" were Bones thought Jim couldn't sent the man he love into danger and was prepare to go himself. i think there was other scene clips but can't remember. but i don't think Jim had told Spock he loved him before the "Immunity Syndrome" scene clip. please help.