Lost Fic, belived to be TOS but not sure.

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Alright, I read a fic months ago on ksarchive and have been wanting to reread it except I cannot find it again.
This is what I remember of the fic:

1. At the beginning Kirk basically goes up to Spock and has him bond them.

2. Later Kirk finds himself sexually attracted to Spock but Spock is not feeling that.
3. At one point they meld and their bodies have sex without them. Kirk feels terrible about it but Spock says something to the effect of Kirk needs sex and Spock needs Kirk's mind so all is fine.
4. An ambassador and friend at one point try and take advantage of Kirk but Spock senses it and rescues him.
5. At one point they are camping on a planet and during his meditation Spock finally feels arousal for Kirk and joins him in their tent.
6. Later it comes out that Chapel witnessed this and told the ambassadors who uses it a blackmail or something.
7. Oh, McCoy told them at one point they were stupid for not realizing how the bond would affect them.

The fic is Evolving Towards Forever by Elise Madrid and is the first of the Evolving Universe Series.

Thank you coeurdesoleil for finding it.