K/S fic which includes Narada mission - FOUND!

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Hello :)

I'm afraid I have ridiculously little to go on. I just remember this one scene from Spock's POV, as he's squeezing the life out of poor Jim, he makes the startling realization that Kirk's not fighting back. Just letting Spock kill him, accepting it. As if it were his due. I remember it was gut wrenching to read. I know it's next to nothing as far as details go but any help is much appreciated. Thanks :D

P.S. Honestly, I'll take any fics even remotely resembling my description.