Looking for specific Post-Star Trek: Into Darkness fic.

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Hey, I'm looking for a fic posted on A03 that I read this past end of April/Beginning of May. The details get hazy, but here is what I remember. It starts out with Kirk waking up two weeks? after Star Trek: Into Darkness and Spocks- realizing his ultimate love for Kirk- been by his side the whole time. They start talking about wether or not Kirk is going to return to the enterprise and Kirks like " Nope never again." Anyway's Spock thinks that Jim and Carol are going on date after he gets the OK from Bones when actually it's Bones and Carol who are dating, but Spock doesn't realize this until Kirk is all "Dude when I was dying I totally wanted to say I love you." they get together. Kirk does agree to being captain of the enterprise again. This is when ish gets really jumbled up. Fast forward a bunch Jim's brother dies protecting this Orion chick he loved leaving behind her son who goes and lives with Kirks grandparents. Spock goes into Pon Farr, but is stranded on some planet with Uhura and is like " Kirk bro I won't go through this without you, I'd rather die." needless to say Kirk makes to Spock. Last part: Bones is dying and Spock is racing to find a cure without telling Kirk what he's doing so he won't give him false hope which leads to Kirk blowing up in a Spock's face and freezing him out. Spock finds the cure, Bones survives ,and Kirk apologizes for being an A-hole.