Jim's Past

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Looking for a specific fic...i only remember one scene. Jim was at home from shore leave (i believe the crew was there or at least bones and spock) and Jims brother Sam was there. I remember that sam took out a bottle of alcohol and jim had a bad reaction and thats how sam found out about the abuse. I believe it was a spirk fic as well.
Also, any fics where the crew meets Jims brother or where Jim sees Sam and Sam finds out everything Jim went through.
Thanks!!