Looking for a K/S fic

[bloods-a-rover.livejournal.com]

Hello!

I'm looking for an older fic - I remember reading it (online) when the Kelvin verse was just a twinkle in Abram's eyes. It was told primarily from Spock's point of view.

Kirk and Spock are on some kind of diplomatic mission on an alien planet, where the inhabitants are telepathic. Spock loves Kirk but doesn't want anyone to know it (especially Kirk!), and spends the whole time trying hard to shield his mind. One of the inhabitants, a male, is sweet on Kirk.

There's a climactic scene where Spock finally gives up trying to shield his love at the same time that the male inhabitant tries to meld with Kirk without his permission, which injures Kirk mentally and finally brings about Spock's confession and they're coming together (cuz of course Kirk secretly loved him the whole time).

Sorry, I can't think of the title or the author!

Deleted stage-longsama Spock/McCoy fics

[kaenallaoi.livejournal.com]

Hello! I've recently been on a Spones binge and was recommended some fics by the author stage-longsama, however her fics seem to have been deleted. I was wondering if anyone had a copy?

More Than is Dreamt of
Euphoria
In The Discovery
Still Remains
Traveling Genes

and those are the only ones I know of, there are possibly more. Thanks!