Kirk/Spock broken bond fic

[academic_fan]

Hi, please, I´m getting a bit desperate. I am looking for a Kirk/Spock fic that was probably posted on AO3. It was set after the events of the Original series. I remember Kirk and Spock spending a night together and accidentaly forming a bond. Spock then removes the bond because he believes it is what Kirk wants. Kirk takes the position as Starfleet admiral and is miserable. He is dating a woman but keeps having these intense dreams about Spock. Later I remember Kirk and Spock meeting again, in New Orleans perhaps? and end up making love in an old churce or a theater, but Kirk is unable to get an erection. It had a happy ending. Please, if anybody knows what I´m talking about, help an old Trekker out!