Admiral Kirk suffers amnesia

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Gah! I'd like to reread this amazing fic, but for the life of me can't remember where I found it or who wrote it. Admiral Kirk suffers amnesia on a short mission after he's sacrificed to some kind of water/tentacled monster that sucks away the last ten-? fifteen-? years of his life. When he awakens, he finds himself older and married to Spock who is awaiting him back on Earth at their home in San Francisco with their two children. The story consists of Kirk coming to terms with the missing years and falling in love again with Spock and their children. Oh, and one of their children is blue, lol. Sound familiar, anyone?