Specific K/S fic (reboot 'verse)

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I know this has to be in my bookmarks somewhere but for the life of me, I can't find it. So I'm throwing it out to you, interwebs.

Does anybody know of a fic where Kirk is in love with Spock (I believe, or at least in-friendship) and beams down to Vulcan after Spock? Spock doesn't know that Kirk beamed down after him and Kirk can't quite catch up to him. Kirk ends up saving Amanda because he was there when she fell. Spock didn't see and thought she was dead but Chekov was able to beam them both when they were falling (if he did it once, why couldn't he do it twice? But anyway...) So then Spock is being all captain-y but also hurt that his mom's dead and I think McCoy comms him and is "Why aren't you here with your mom?" And it turns out that Amanda is not dead, and she really likes Kirk. ...And eventually Kirk/Spock fall in loves, of course!

Ok, so I can't remember exactly when or how they fall in love but I definitely remember Kirk saving Amanda and Spock not realising it.

And it's NOT Chaos Theory by ragdoll987 , although that one's great too.

I'll add anything more I can think of, as I think of it, but my brain is pretty wrung out.

Any ideas? I'll bake you virtual cookies! (And even if you just think you know the title, tell me, please! I can search my bookmarks and possibly find it)