Looking for a Kirk/Spock mpreg/kidfic

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I'm trying to find this fic I read a while ago.

I think it started out (or maybe this was in the middle) with Kirk having Spock's baby (a boy?) on the enterprise (can't remember how he got pregnant in the first place) and trying to figure out what he was going to do with it (leave and raise it by himself, have it raised on earth without him or by the vulcans, etc). I think Spock (and maybe Uhura) were not supportive of or wanted nothing to do with it at first (not helpful during the pregnancy or birth). I seem to remember the baby was fussy and Jim would walk it around the halls of the enterprise at night. I think later Spock helped Jim with the baby and they got close and together by the end.

I seem to remember reading it on AO3 and I think I remember a few pencil drawing of kirk and the baby in a couple of the chapters...

I hope I;m not mixing stories together! Any help at all would be great!!??

Thanks!