This is a list of fics that evoke the lonely!Spock feels in me:
Observations (http://anon-j-anon.livejournal.com/136096.html) is a MASSIVE slow-build fic, written mostly in Spock's POV. The feeling of isolation he feels at the beginning is very palpable. He has no friends except Nyota, and he's surrounded by a people he doesn't understand most of the time, most especially a Captain that everyone reveres.
Take Refuge in What You Know (http://archiveofourown.org/works/715652/chapters/1324993) - Spock is Agoraphobic AU. You can't get more isolated than that. Jim, his neighbor, saves the day.
Home Also I Cannot Go (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5391402/1/Home-Also-I-Cannot-Go) - it's an MPREG!Spock who has a one-night stand with a blue-eyed male on Earth. Despite the difficult circumstances, he decides to keep and raise the baby.
Mutable Signs (http://archiveofourown.org/works/333497/chapters/538677) - Slavery, Pre-reform AU. Spock is a shy Vulcan who does the family accounting, rarely venturing outside his family's estate. He gets gifted a slave...
Creep (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1015612) - Fandom/Highschool AU. Jim is a popular kid irl but a closeted fanboy who's crushing on a BNF writer. Also, he has a creepy classmate who keeps staring at him. You can guess where this is going... lol. It's in Jim's POV, but Spock's loneliness comes in waves.
Only Fools (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1013237/chapters/2011855) - Spock never went to Starfleet AU, post-Narada. This one hits the lonely right off the bat, but there's a Jim/Gary Mitchell on the side.
There are tons of these kinda fics out there too! I hope I 'll remember more of them and rec it to you. :)
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Date: 2016-06-13 05:15 am (UTC)Observations (http://anon-j-anon.livejournal.com/136096.html) is a MASSIVE slow-build fic, written mostly in Spock's POV. The feeling of isolation he feels at the beginning is very palpable. He has no friends except Nyota, and he's surrounded by a people he doesn't understand most of the time, most especially a Captain that everyone reveres.
Take Refuge in What You Know (http://archiveofourown.org/works/715652/chapters/1324993) - Spock is Agoraphobic AU. You can't get more isolated than that. Jim, his neighbor, saves the day.
Home Also I Cannot Go (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5391402/1/Home-Also-I-Cannot-Go) - it's an MPREG!Spock who has a one-night stand with a blue-eyed male on Earth. Despite the difficult circumstances, he decides to keep and raise the baby.
Mutable Signs (http://archiveofourown.org/works/333497/chapters/538677) - Slavery, Pre-reform AU. Spock is a shy Vulcan who does the family accounting, rarely venturing outside his family's estate. He gets gifted a slave...
Creep (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1015612) - Fandom/Highschool AU. Jim is a popular kid irl but a closeted fanboy who's crushing on a BNF writer. Also, he has a creepy classmate who keeps staring at him. You can guess where this is going... lol. It's in Jim's POV, but Spock's loneliness comes in waves.
Only Fools (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1013237/chapters/2011855) - Spock never went to Starfleet AU, post-Narada. This one hits the lonely right off the bat, but there's a Jim/Gary Mitchell on the side.
There are tons of these kinda fics out there too! I hope I 'll remember more of them and rec it to you. :)