Two missing Reboot fics

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

I went on a glut of fic once I'd watched the movie and I didn't bookmark most of what I read.  Now, my bookmarks are a couple of hundred strong but I still can't find these two fics.  Please help!

1.  The only thing I can remember about the first fic is a single scene.  Kirk and McCoy are talking over a meal, I think in the mess, and talking about Spock and his reaction to Kirk's goading in the movie - ie. the strangulation scene.  McCoy is not ready to forgive Spock, is in fact still extremely angry about it and doesn't understand why Kirk is just shrugging it off.  Kirk matter of factly explains to McCoy that all Spock did was lose his emotional control.  He reacted exactly like a pre-Surak Vulcan would when angry, and that was why Vulcans did the emotional control thing in the first place.  This is the only fic I've seen that has anyone explaining this so clearly.

2.  This is a Kirk/SpockPrime fic.  It starts off with Jim trying to kill himself by driving off a cliff again, but this time the reason is that SpockPrime has been murdered.  He is suffering from a broken bond.  His also pregnant with SpockPrime's child, conceived just before the murder.  No one knew that the playboy of Star Fleet had been in a stable monogamous marriage, or who his partner had been.  The crew rallies around him and helps him to get the Enterprise back and with the pregnancy/baby.  nuSpock ends up in a bond with Kirk, I think that's what saved his life and brought him out of the coma he was in after he tried to kill himself.

I know I read these.  The story lines are very clear in my mind but I just can't remember either the title or author or even where I read them!  If anyone knows where either of these are I'd be forever grateful.  Thanks

Comments

[rubynye.livejournal.com]

Is the first this: http://black-eyedgirl.livejournal.com/116126.html ?

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately no, but thank you for the link. It was a great story.

[garryowen.livejournal.com]

Man, I really want someone to find that 2nd one. Could it have been posted at kirkspockprime? I looked through a bunch of entries, but didn't see anything that sounded like it. But a lot of the summaries weren't very specific...

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

The wonderful lunavin found it. :D Look at the next comment for the link. It's a real tear jerker of a story, but it really is worth reading.

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

THANK YOU! No wonder I couldn't find it. I did read a lot of the kink meme and there are so many fics and unfilled promts there, it's practically a maze. *goes off to bookmark and read*

[slipofthehand.livejournal.com]

Probably unhelpful as sin, but I do believe I read the first one in the ST kink meme here on lj. It's late here or I would have tracked it down for ya. I'll see if I can locate it later, but I'm sure I read it.

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

At least you've read it too. :) I knew I wasn't imagining it. Ok, off to the kink meme. Who knows how many good fics I'll find this time?

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

I think I found it through the delicious tags, because I know I hadn't been to the journal site before. Or perhaps when I hit the filled link on one of the stories. Either way it's going to be a long search. At least I've found a couple of new stories to tag! lol

[snowflakespeech.livejournal.com]

link? *grins hopefully*

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

Two hundred and fifty pages and nothing yet. Well, nothing on this story anyway. ;) lol I've found about eighty new fics to read. At least this time I'm tagging them. Thank goodness for delicious!

[snowflakespeech.livejournal.com]

Or a rusty bucket full of holes and his coordination is crappy...I remember this fic too.

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

I do too, but it's not the one I'm looking for. darn it, I really don't need another one to search for. lol

[jrd17.livejournal.com]

So far no luck, but I'll keep searching. When I do find it, or them, I'll post it here. Thanks for pointing the way.

[slipofthehand.livejournal.com]

I do think that one is Home by Lanaea on Fanfiction... uh, here.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5071703/1/Home

... Uh, still haven't found the first one, so keep that on. It's being very difficult to find, since I didn't think to save it. There's a chance that is could also be on Fanfiction, but... Ah, I have three sites that I surf for fic, so that might take a while.