Chekov Self-harm...

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I vaguely remember reading at least one fic--but really think it might've been two or three, where Chekov is depressed for some reason (Amanda dying, abusive relationship, feels isolated, whatever) and thus starts cutting...

Here's why I think it's more than one fic though, I seem to remember that someone else (Kirk/Spock/Sulu/Bones) finds out and helps him, but I also remember one where they figure it out but it's too late--Pasha's slit his wrists and they don't find him in time (that one was terribly angsty for obvious reasons).

So...for some reason...I've suddenly got this burning desire for self-harm fics, preferably Chekov, but I won't say no to other characters too...

Thanks!