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[fearlesssisters.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a story where Kirk, who is in an established relationship with Spock, is raped and Spock assumes that Kirk cheated on him. He leaves Jim and the crew turns against Kirk. Kirk, McCoy, Scotty and Gaila (I think) leave the ship. Then several years later T]the Enterprise returns to Earth and they hear about Kirk and his new ship and the advances that his crew made. They realize that Kirk inspired/pushed them to be better. Does anyone recognize this> I swear I had it booked marked, but I cannot find it! Thanks in advance. :)

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[ilostmynuts.livejournal.com]

Could you recommend me any good depressed Spock fics? Preferably ones where Dr. McCoy notices.

Or Spock with any sort of mental illness, really.

TIA!

Apologies

[scarlet-reader.livejournal.com]

Are there any stories out there where Jim and Spock apologize to each other after the whole "you didn't love your mom/I'm going to kill you" incident in reboot? I've read so many where they just jump into friendship and leave it hanging there. I'd like to see something different.

Also if there are any new Smart Kirk stories out there, I'd love to hear of them.

Thanks.
 

Vulcan of the Flies?

[mremre.livejournal.com]

I know there is a Kirk/Spock fic out there where Jim says:

(paraphrasing) "Where did you go to school, Vulcan of the Flies?"

I think they were in a mind meld, but I'm not sure WHY they were in a mind meld. It might also have been a pon farr story.

Can anyone help?
Found! It's You'll Get There in the End (It Just Takes A While). Thanks chelle1!

Search unsuccessful...please help

[loke-21.livejournal.com]

Okay...I have been looking for a certain fic for ages...but I don't remember the author or the title. The last time I read it, it was still WIP. It's about Kirk having no choice but to accept a mission that starfleet gave him in order to save thousands of lives. He had to sleep with a certain important figure in order to obtain medical assistance or something. He was not allowed to tell anyone of the mission. He did sleep with the guy and since he was in a established relationship with Spock, he was afraid of what will happen. Spock leaves him after finding out. The crew is conflicted because of the strain between them. Only Mckoy and Chekov still believe in him. When Mckoy finds out the truth, he leaves with Jim when Kirk finally decides that the Enterprise is suffering because of him as Captain. I think the last thing I remember reading is Kirk hoping to see Spock one last time before he and Mckoy board the shuttle that flies them off the Enterprise.

K/S; non-con; protective!Spock

[pegasus-01.livejournal.com]

Help! I can't believe I lost this fic! It was in the kink_meme and it was a WIP, and I was positive I'd saved it but I can't find it anywhere!
It's established K/S and it has Kirk coming back to Spock after he's been date-raped and instead of thinking Kirk cheated on him, Spock immediately knows that someone's messed with Kirk and wants go and kill the bastard(s). Virtual cookies and love for anyone who knows which fic this is!!
Thanks!

Found: It's Counting Backwards and it's a WIP.