Kirk/Spock mpreg

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I trolled through newtrekslash but just couldn't find this one. Kirk is pregnant with Spock's kid when Spock gets amnesia. Spock believes he is still dating Uhura and is upset at whomever ran off leaving Kirk pregnant without aide. If you remember this, please help me out!

EDIT: That one was found Wake Up Before You Lose It All but it reminded me of another that I couldn't find on the Kirk/Spock Delicious Bookmarks.

Spock left the Enterprise for whatever reason (I believe it was to return to the colony to bond) and didn't know Kirk was pregnant. Kirk ends up with major depression and doesn't want to see or touch the kid. The bridge crew attempts to keep the kid alive while hunting down Spock.

EDIT 2: Make Myself Believe

I'm trying to put together my new delicious account after losing the bookmarks on my old computer, so refinding all of these Kirk/Spock stories is being a pain.