K/S fic, kirk and spock raised together on vulcan

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I'm looking for a fic that I read a long time ago about Kirk living on vulcan instead of earth and being raised by Amanda and Sarek alongside spock. I vaguely remember at some point spock and kirk accidentally bond and spock being taken into the city to try and bond with T'Pring but failing because he is already bonded to kirk. They try to break the bond but it doesn't work and one of them has to meld with the other to bring them back to consciousness. If I remember correctly I think the unconscious one was spock (though I could be wrong about this) and his inner mind was collapsing in on itself and the bond was represented by a gold string that connected their minds together. I think that I read the story on livejournal, KSarchive or AO3 but I'm not sure about this either. It's been a very long time since I read this fic. Please Help!

Edit: Thanks to the wonderful ember613 who tracked it down~

In Your Eyes by alienated-alien
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7488477/1/In-Your-Eyes

Spock/McCoy break up fic (with happy-ish ending!)

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Hello, I'm looking for a Spock/McCoy fic, where McCoy was creating this scroll that was basically a love poem in Vulcan, to give to Spock and propose marriage. But he walked in on Spock and Jim sleeping together, and ended up leaving the ship. Spock thought he loved Jim, but found the scroll and realized he was wrong. Jim was just afraid of both of them leaving him, so he slept with Spock thinking that Bones would find out and just join in. There was a pretty big emphasis on the failed relationships in McCoy's life.

Thank you!

-Finiz