Looking for a K/S fic

[sky-blue44.livejournal.com]

Okay, so I've been looking for this Kirk/Spock fic. I'm pretty sure it's AOS. Jim and Spock break up because Spock did something bad, and Jim leaves the Enterprise. He then joins Sybok on a small ship to do things. Time passes, and Jim returns to Earth. Spock is trying to get back together with Jim, but Jim is really hesitant.Spock calls in a favor with Pike to set up a time that he can surprise Jim with his presence. Jim, who only expects Pike to be there, is unpleasantly surprised and runs away. Somehow, Jim and Spock decides that he needs more time to forgive Spock. The story ends with a letter that Jim sends Spock, which asks Spock to meet with him. The story ends there, with the hope that they can work things out.

Thank you very much!

A K/S fic..

[hephaistia.livejournal.com]

I want to find this STXI fic I read sometime back. It involved parallel universes.

The Spock of this universe was in a relationship with Uhura, and does not have an interest in Kirk. Then Jim finds himself in a parallel universe where Spock wants him, and the Starfleet is much more welcoming to Jim. In short, they want him there and he is treated much better than he is in the original universe. The only thing he regrets is leaving behind McCoy, who tells him to do what is best for himself. The first Spock doesn't want Jim as his bondmate, but he doesn't want him to leave either, and tries to stop him. But Kirk escapes to the second Spock with whom he is in love.

Later, after so many years, Spock perfects a technology to travel between the universes, which allows Jim to meet McCoy again, and both friends are overjoyed at seeing each other.

Can someone please help me find this?

FOUND!!!!