looking for 2 specific aos k/s, spock uhura fics

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1) short. Uhura and kirk were in a cave and uhura was killed? Kirk had a choice to make. The aliens said something like 'only one of you will walk out of here'. So he walks out in uhuras body because he knew Spock loved her.... No one found out about the switch. Spock secretly mourns kirk.

2) medium length. spock and uhura are together. Kirk gets sent into a parallel dimension or something. Maybe by Q based on a wish? He lives a happy life with Spock but when he dies he is sent back to the real universe where he will have to watch Spock and uhura while remembering Spock as his husband. I think they had adopted kids as well so in this universe kirk would never have kids. Kirk was sad because he knew his happy life with Spock was not the real Spock's choice.

I do recommend reading them at least once. So beautiful angsty bittersweet. Sigh.

Thanks guys!