missing fic

[mylifewithin.livejournal.com]

i've been looking for a spirk fic for a couple of weeks now but i can't find it for the life of me. it's a oneshot (i think) it's from spock's pov about kirk giving up on getting together with spock and therefore stops telling spock to call him jim whenever spock refers to him as captain off duty. any ideas?

Looking for a KIRK/McCoy FIC

[chenkkari.livejournal.com]

I read a fic a while ago and can't remember the name or author anymore. Here's the scenario: This was an academy-era fic, where Bones is gay and in love with Kirk, but since Kirk is straight he's never attempted anything. Anyway, at some point they drive up to a cliff somewhere to talk and Bones does end up confessing to Kirk and while Kirk maintains that he's straight, he's like to try with Bones and see where it goes. They decide not to be exclusive and Kirk can still see other women. Then they end up having a lot of sex with Bones on the bottom.I remember this being a multi-part fic.

Sorry for the brief description. That's really all I can remember.

Does anybody recognize this story?

Thanks in advance for any clues!

Pon Farr on Earth

[8dreamcatcher8.livejournal.com]

Not 100% sure of all the details but here is what I remember:
- T'Pring got her betrothed bond with Spock officially broken while he's on Earth and (not long after?) Spock Spock's link with T'Pring has failed and he's on Earth when he starts going into Pon Farr. He's resigned to dying alone in his apartment (and almost glad there's nobody to witness this indignity?).
- But he starts feeling attracted to a compatible mind in the city, without knowing who it is (I think he kinda lets his telepathy wander because he's desperate and finds Jim's mind by accident).
- Jim is in a bar, gearing up to prostitute himself for the first time because he's (young and left home and has no more money?).
- Spock follows his tentative link to Jim's mind to locate him in the bar and brings him back to his apartment.
- Pon Farr happens.
- Later, I think we hear about Gary Mitchell, who is Spock's ex-boyfriend and broke his heart (and stole his money / emotionally blackmailed him?).
- Amanda is alive and visits later too.
- I think that, at some point, someone (a xenophobe?) attacks their apartment and burns it at least partially.

I hope someone recognizes it. Thanks!

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