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Let me start by saying that I am familiar only with the original Star Trek episodes so I have no idea how much of this story follows canon and how much of it is strictly AU.

I remember several parts of the story clearly, but not the title, or author, and I have a vague feeling it was incomplete. I also think it was probably a Sentinel fusion, with Kirk and Spock as the S/G pair, but I could be wrong about that. If it was a fusion, I likely read it on Keira Marcos' Rough Trade site, but I've looked through the links posted for past stories on that site and didn't find it. (But, not all authors post links to their work once the site is cleared for a new challenge.)

It begins shortly after the Enterprise has been involved in evacuating a large number of Vulcans from their planet (that was, I think, subsequently destroyed in some sort of attack.) At least one other Federation ship was destroyed, most of that crew perished, in the course of the events that led up to or were involved in the evacuation/rescue.

The Enterprise has been sent back to Earth, (or whatever planet the Academy is on) and Kirk offers the use of his private home to Spock and Spock's parents who are on the Enterprise with them. Kirk's home was previously owned by a Vulcan ambassador and Kirk had never changed many of the aspects that had made it Vulcan-friendly such as having a meditation room, and having Vulcan menu items in the kitchen automation.

Kirk and Spock undergo a hostile Review Board inquiry about the destruction of the other ship. One of the members of the Board lost a close relative (son? grandson? nephew?) who was part of the crew, and wants to blame his death on Kirk and Spock's actions.

One part that I distinctly remember is that Kirk discusses with Spock some gossip Spock had been told about how badly Kirk had ended a relationship with a girl in the past, but Kirk explains he dumped her when she tried to lie about using birth control in order to get "accidentally" pregnant by him, when he'd made it clear he wasn't looking for that type of relationship.

I hope this is enough information that someone recognizes it, and could point me where to find it.
[identity profile] writer786.livejournal.com
I just love the Triumvirate as a whole and want to see them happy...But the masochistic part of me enjoys reading about the pain before the pleasure I guess.

I'm looking for any good endgame-Mcspirk fics in which two of them are together (or supposedly together, or are getting together) while the third pines from afar (or from a-near, I'm not picky on that front). Maybe the third is encouraging the two to get together? Maybe the established pair are actually also pining for their third to join them?? Maybe Mcspirk is already established but one (or more) of them starts feeling insecure???

I would love to read more pining!Kirk (please please please), since pining!Bones is already my jam (like jfc). And I can't say I've read any pining!Spock with McKirk (godddd) happening yet, but it's probably (hopefully) only a matter of time.

I've read some Mcspirk of the pining variety before, but only a few on AO3. Please help expand my search there, and across LJ/FFN. I'd really appreciate it.
[identity profile] clakup.livejournal.com
I am pretty sure I read these fics on A03 a long time ago, but i can't for the life of me find them...

Here is what i remember from the stories in generell:

-series of vignettes (maybe 5+1's) of the life between Bones and Kirk from meeting in the shuttle, to getting through the acadamy, to servicing in space, to teaching classes afterwards and retirement (pretty much an fullfilled long life)
-bones and kirk seem to be codependet/in everlasting epic love/friendship and not willing or able to be living without one another

What all these fics have in common and what i distinctly remember the best was the heartbreaking death of one character (almost always bones). And not beacause it was so horrific in a splattery kind of way. It was always silent and natural and with the buildup beforhand totally heartwrecking, in an everlasting love kind of way.


Here is what i remember of the deaths or what made me cry in the end:

- jim lying on in side of bed at home after bones dies and taking his last breath (or maybe the otherway around), both have lived a long life and are now in retirement?

-jim taking his last breath, while giving the eulogy, because he just couldn't go on without bones, in front of all his collegues and friends

-jim being confused while teaching, not sure what to eat in the cafeteria, always looking for a missing bones etc.

-both jim and bones dying together in bed (maybe even at the exact same moment?)


If anything rings a bell or you know of another fic that fits this pattern... I am seriously in need of a good cry over an epic lovestory (kind of).

PS: Pls no Spirk-Fics...^^
[identity profile] obsessionality.livejournal.com
Hello friends,

It is I again, asking difficult questions after years away :/

Looking for an old fic - not sure whether it was AOS or TOS, but I have a feeling it is the latter. Kirk and Spock are NOT in a relationship but they've been working together for years, and are as close as close can be. They have a thing where they introduce each other to cultural things once in a while, and this time Spock introduces Kirk to a vulcan delicacy which looks like small green cucumbers.

Cue seduction.

Then there's a problem because Spock feels embarrassed at his loss of control and Kirk shows him that everyone loses control during sex, and that it's perfectly normal and actually pretty hot. If I'm not mistaken, there's a moment where Kirk offers to leave if that's what Spock really wants, but Spock says no.

Desperately looking for this. Anyone?

EDIT: found in the links below! <3
[identity profile] miroire24.livejournal.com
Hi,

I'm looking a fic that must be on KS Archive. Kirk and Spock gets along well. They are even beginning to be friends. Then Kirk is kidnaped/captured by aliens and because of them he becomes gay for Spock.

If I remember correctly, this is a K/S pre-slash or a K/S friendship.

Thanks in advance !
[identity profile] wichie.livejournal.com
Hello everyone! Mostly what it says on the label, I'm looking for a Reboot-verse Kirk/Spock story, that came out before ST:ID, about Kirk learning that Spock has suffered some sort of rejection at Christmas, though I don't remember if it was Uhura, Sarek, or New Vulcan Colony related, and seized upon the 12 days of Christmas as inspiration for showing Spock some appreciation. It goes from friends-to-lovers, as Kirk gets more invested with the gifts. Being on a star ship, Kirk isn't giving out livestock and folkloric dance, but rather gifts related to the symbolism behind the original 12 gifts. I would greatly appreciate any help that leads to the identity or location of this story. Happy holidays to all; live long and prosper.

The story has been identified, with many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] runpunkrun, as Definite and Unapologetic, by whochick!
The kind [livejournal.com profile] synia09 has also found for me We Need a Little Christmas, by Carleen, which is much the same prompt, but written from Spock's side. I highly recommend it.
Also, I myself found The Gift of Home, by creampuffer, another spin on the prompt.
These stories are available on the Archive of Our Own, under these titles, by these authors, in case there is any trouble with the links. Its worth a look through the tags there for Kirk/Spock, Advent Calendar for more Christmas/Holiday theme stories.
Many thanks again to [livejournal.com profile] runpunkrun, and [livejournal.com profile] synia09, for their helpful replies.
[identity profile] sleep-not.livejournal.com
Hello all!

I am looking for a fic that I read on LJ (I think) a long time ago that is similar to canis takahari's take the world (and make it yours again).

It was a long, multi-chaptered fic, from McCoy's POV. Pretty sure it was AOS-based.
I think it was a modern AU - I think Bones was still working as a doctor and Jim was a businessman who travelled a lot.
It was Kirk/McCoy but it was a slow progression from friendship to more, I don't recall how they met - I just remember that it had an amazing description of Bones suffering from/coping with depression. Surprisingly, this didn't always involve McCoy drowning himself in alcohol all the time, if I remember correctly, which is (understandably) a common theme for depressed!McCoy stories, I've found.
At one point he finds out that Jim was in town for New Year's Eve but didn't let him know? Or possibly it was Christmas?
Anyway, about halfway/three quarters of the way through the story he really hits rock bottom emotionally, and then it was focused on his recovery and ended on a happy note.

I know it's not all that much to go on but I'd be super grateful for any help with finding this! I have a real soft spot for McCoy hurt/comfort and am dying to reread this one! :)
[identity profile] overthemoon1.livejournal.com
I saw this message below on Tumblr and am dieing for good McCoy Fics.

I want really some stories with really smart!competent! inventive! McCoy.
Nu! Movies, Academy, or TOS is fine. Slow builds for relationship and relationships that naturally develop. The longer the better, the plot-ier the better. (Switch would be a good example.)

McCoy/Kirk
McCoy/Spock
McCoy/Kirk/Spock

Any recs ? :D

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i think people forget that leonard mccoy is a genius too??

like yeah they’re always talking about the genius and incredible intelligence of kirk and spock but bones is up there with them

first of all he’s the cmo of starfleet’s flagship like he has more authority than the fucking captain so you know he’s a hella good doctor

he is a master surgeon and is an expert in biology, psychology, xenobiology, and god knows what else, not to mention he’s spock’s doctor–spock who is the literal first of his species, Spock whose whole being is entirely unique–meaning that bones is making shit up while he goes when taking care of spock

not to mention how inventive he is?? remember when they were sent to that faux old west place to act out the OK corral and he made a fucking tranquilizer out of some snake venom and other shit and put it in a sort of bomb thing?? like that isn’t crazy resourceful and ingenious?

mccoy is a fucking genius he has so much knowledge up in that head of his idk how he sorts through it all.

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[identity profile] hromo1956.livejournal.com
Looking for 2 fics.
1st After first movie Bones is assigned to a different ship. He and Kirk keep in touch and eventually realize they are in love. They get together when both ships end up helping with a disaster.
2nd Jim is being abused by an upper classman (maybe Cupcake). Bones tries to convince him to tell. I believe at one point there is an earthquake and the guys Kirk is with on a rescue crew are going to leave him to die. Gary Mitchell tells Bones he has a feeling Jim is in trouble.
[identity profile] inthewind101.livejournal.com
Ok, I am new here and really happy to have found this place. I am looking FICs that focus on the early building of Jim and Spock's relationship.

1) Relationship has rocky or unsure or antagonistic start but they learn over time how to relate and get along (and maybe that they love each other)
2) So I love slash Kirk/Spock but this is not a requirement--the friendship/pre-slash building is the important part
3) TOS or AU is fine
4) The longer the FIC the better
5) Slow builds own my soul

Examples of this would be like
TOS Progression by KCS Friendship non-slash (a 5 times/1 time story)
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5685231/1/Progression

or

AU Observations by Anon-J-Anon
This FIC is like over 400 k words and the first 120k are pure relationship building and its so wonderful.
http://anon-j-anon.livejournal.com/30674.html

BONUS Points: If there is smart! kirk (but not super!), protective!ness, and awesome bridge crew, & Spock narrator

PLEASE NO uhura bashing! (love how its handled in Observations)

Much love and thanks for your time and energy! 
[identity profile] chenkkari.livejournal.com
I read a fic a while ago and can't remember the name or author anymore. Here's the scenario: This was an academy-era fic, where Bones is gay and in love with Kirk, but since Kirk is straight he's never attempted anything. Anyway, at some point they drive up to a cliff somewhere to talk and Bones does end up confessing to Kirk and while Kirk maintains that he's straight, he's like to try with Bones and see where it goes. They decide not to be exclusive and Kirk can still see other women. Then they end up having a lot of sex with Bones on the bottom.I remember this being a multi-part fic.

Sorry for the brief description. That's really all I can remember.

Does anybody recognize this story?

Thanks in advance for any clues!

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