Bones is a Mer

[judybrowneyes54.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic where Bones is a Mer but no one on the ship knows because he hates water and his Mer self. He gets sick or he's already sick when he and Jim go on away mission to a water planet. He can be cured but only if he can shift to a Mer in the water. If I remember correctly this fic is a pre STID fic, so it's an older one.

I hope someone remembers this one, I'd love to reread it. Thanks in advance.

Specific hurt!spock fic and general hurt!spock too

[x-luciole.livejournal.com]

Hi !

I'm looking for a story where Spock makes a mistake ans thinks he's supposed to give Kirk a blow job to apologize since one of his teachers a the academy taught him that was what he was supposed to do. Kirk and McCoy get very angry and Spock thinks he's done something wrong.

I'd also love any rec with that kind of situations where Kirk and/or McCoy (or even Pike) get very protective of Spock and Spock seems vulnerable in some way.

Thank you so much and please forgive my english !