Black ops with Sam Kirk

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Hi,
I am trying to find a Fic I read a few years ago and despite trying cannot seem to find again I don't remember much but know it included Winona and Sam Kirk in black ops.
Jim was the captain of the enterprise and Sam Kirk infiltrated the enterprise. I know Winona was alive and Jim was angry at her and Sam. I remember Sam and Jim had their own language Nyota couldn't figure out. I also remember that Jim thought they were dead or at least thought Winona was. I am pretty sure Sam was a colonel and Winona was running the operation.
I don't believe it is atlas.
Thanks :)