Looking for Kirk fics

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Im looking for stories where Kirk wants to be in a serious relationship with Bones and either Bones cheats or doesn't take Kirk seriously. I want Bones at some point to really regret it when Kirk later rejects him, when Bones realizes what an idiot he was, or Kirk gets with someone else. I love Kirk/Bones, but I read one where they were sleeping together and Kirk was being monogamous thinking Bones realized he wanted to actually be together, but at the end they still wind up together. I want something where Kirk decides to move on. I'd take other starting relationships too, like Kirk/Spock where Spock either cheats or doesn't want to get serious. Thanks!