spock/uhura, with Jim (unrequited) and spock prime

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Hi guys

Could someone direct me to this particular melancholy ficlet, please?

Jim and Spock prime had a quiet conversation during a spock/uhura (married with kids) family gathering  - jim is burdened with the memories of prime!kirk and prime!spock and saddened that he couldn't have that with his own spock but finds solace at spock's happiness with uhura.

and spock prime deeply regrets that those memories bled through during the meld in delta vega.
i think jim comforts spock prime and said something about .. at least he gets to experience being loved even if it's in his own mind?

thanks :)