k/s first time fic

[alpha-hydra.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone! I've been looking for a specific fic I'd read for ages now, and I can't seem to find it. I was sure it was one of Jenna Sinclair's works, but, as I said, I've looked through her work and none of them sound quite like the fic I'm searching for. And I really hate not-bookmarking this one because it had that This Fic is a Classic feel to it, which makes me very sad. :( So, fic description. Right. I remember very little about the fic in general. It's a kirk/spock first-time fic, where Spock I think ends up propositioning Kirk to be his mate. Kirk agrees and they have mind-meld sessions and sex for a while, but then I think Kirk ends up getting a little squicked when he realizes that Spock doesn't believe himself to be sexually attracted to kirk.

Almost specific scene I remember:

Spock is meditating and suddenly realizes that yeah, Jim is a sexy beast, and so he finds Kirk and tells him "Look at how much I want you," or something. And then they have sexytimes again and live happily ever after.

Anyone know what I'm talking about?

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[rae1013.livejournal.com]

You're looking for Evolving Towards Forever by Elise Madrid. This is part one of a three part series. It is followed up by The Exile and Ties that Bind. You can find them all at the following link. http://www.ksarchive.com/viewuser.php?uid=4

[alpha-hydra.livejournal.com]

Yes I believe I am! Thank you so much! And actually, I didn't know it was part of a series; I can't wait to read those two :)