Kirk/Spock

[being_elspeth]

Hi, This is for a story, that I think is a one-shot or at least only a couple chapters long. It reminds me of Observations by jAnon. Basically Spock has a diary. Over time falls in love with Kirk. Loses it. Kirk returns it to him with the message of "See me" written at the end. I can't remember more. Any help would be great. Thanks. :)

Found by vickyblueeyez : Part of a One Shot series by cable69, Chapter 6: Spock's Diary

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[vickyblueeyez.livejournal.com]

omg it took me forever on google!
946:

I have decided to officially admit my feelings.

I do not expect this to be difficult. It involves only a pressing of pen to paper in a slightly different pattern than usual.

I should go ahead and continue, now.

As my mother used to say, here goes nothing.

I am in love with Jim.

Why did it feel so—so freeing to admit that?

947:

I see no logic in this but humanity, so no logic at all.

983:

Very late at night, the wall that makes things sharp falls away, and the edges of the world cease cutting your eyes. I like thinking at night, more than I like thinking during movement. My thoughts can fill and feel the room.

I wish he were beside me.

1034:

One year on board the Enterprise. I have averaged exactly 2.83287671 journal entries per day. I am writing this from observation. There is nothing visible but space, which means (I like to think) that everything is visible.

Spock—

I found this on the observation deck. Would you mind seeing me in my quarters after dinner?

—Jim
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5202496/6/

[being_elspeth]

Thank you. That's it. :D