Single Dad Jim, starts out Het ends up K/S

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Trying to find this story and its driving me nuts!, Starts out during the accademy. Jim hooks up with this Vulcan self defense instructor, she ends up pregnant. Jim and his lady love are together together. She ends up dying in child birth (the scene made me bawl like a baby). Fast forward I think the kid ends up on the Enterprise. I think Spock is with Uhura but in the end is K/S. One of the few fics where Winona is favorably portrayed as a kick ass mom. I know when this is found I'm going to kick myself but due to a horrible head cold and super strength cold medicine I'm not able to think that well. Ohhh just remembered some more, Sarek is in this and Uhura isn't very likable (she gets in trouble for being a mean, insubordinate to Kirk) Help!!!

FOUND!!!! see comment.