Please Help! Looking For a Very Specific Fic.

[styx-rose.livejournal.com]

Hello!

So I've been searching through my bookmarks and can't seem to locate this one story that I'm really desperate to reread. I don't remember the title of it, but here's what I do remember:

The pairing is Spock/Kirk, but there's also Kirk with a Vulcan female. Kirk and the Vulcan Female meet when Kirk is studying abroad on Vulcan (I believe) and they end up in a relationship that results in a kid. For some reason, I think she dies(?), but the Vulcan female is no longer around.

I think the story is posted to LJ originally, but maybe has also been cross-posted to AO3 in the recent years.

So yeah, it's not much to go on, but I'd really appreciate any help I can get.

Anyways, Thank You all in advance!

Comments

[crystallicsky.livejournal.com]

I feel like you might be looking for bindictive's The Balance of Things (http://cagedbirdsings.livejournal.com/50212.html), but I'm not sure. Hope it's what you were thinking of! :D

[styx-rose.livejournal.com]

Yes! This is it! Thank you so much :)

[slvrbld747.livejournal.com]

The Balance of Things by relevant_elephant

http://archiveofourown.org/works/844797