Kirk/McCoy Mirrorverse fic

[alnj216.livejournal.com]

I believe was aos, but I could be wrong. It was also fairly long.

It started off with Kirk going down to meet McCoy in sickbay for the first time, and as soon as he sees him he decides he wants him.
McCoy ends up examining him and sneak injecting him with a hypo without telling him, which gets rid of a headache Kirk had, but also angers him due to the audacity. Because McCoy wasn't afraid of his response (or something similar) he starts being fascinated with him and pursuing him in the typical mirroverse fashion, meaning that Kirk basically forces him to sleep with him (pretty sure right then and there too, maybe with Chapel watching). This routine between them continues for awhile, and Kirk cannot figure out why McCoy isn't ruthless or basically any other of the trademark mirrorverse behaviors, causing him to think maybe he had been protected by somebody or something similar when he was younger. His lack of attempting to get back at Kirk is also a frequent topic, as Kirk attempts to drive McCoy to the point of an expected response, which is mostly met with resignation on McCoy's part.

At one point Kirk orders McCoy to sleep with an alien of some sort in one of his attempts to break him, which messes him up pretty badly as far as I can remember. When he still doesn't respond the way Kirk was expecting he's frustrated and angry (which I think was pretty typical), and still doesn't understand.

I'm pretty sure it ends with Kirk holding McCoy instead of sleeping with him, or something similar, and it seems almost like a really weird kind of love, since Kirk did seem rather fond of McCoy, but it was also mirrorverse.

Now that I've pulled a very convoluted summary from my brain, does anyone know what it is? I clearly remember some of the more specific details about it (like the headache hypospray), but I cannot find it anywhere.

Thanks for any suggestions you can provide.

Comments

[sail-aweigh.livejournal.com]

Is it this one? When the First Are Broken (http://archiveofourown.org/works/699006) by spikeface (http://archiveofourown.org/users/spikeface/pseuds/spikeface).

[alnj216.livejournal.com]

No, though the starting scene is somewhat similar. Pike wasn't actually with Kirk when he met McCoy, and it was shorter than the one I'm thinking of.

Good rec anyway though, thank you.

If you're still looking for this story:

[scarlet-shell.livejournal.com]

http://archiveofourown.org/works/802749

I think that's what you were looking for? Hope that helped.

RE: If you're still looking for this story:

[(Anonymous)]

That's it, thanks.