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CW: Suicide attempt

I had thought this was on the Triaxian Silk website but if it is I misremembered the title. So it could be from anywhere, possibly this site even.

Basically it's a semi-angsty fic that's set either some time in season 4 or after season 4 (with the finale not being canon) in which Captain Archer finds out about Trip and T'Pol being together. In the beginning of the fic he is unsure about how close they are and decides he's going to trick them into revealing that they are together. He views them on surveilance before going from his quarters to the ready room and gets angry that Trip is leaning over T'Pol being flirty. So he contrives a fake mission that would involve Trip and something with the Kriosians (aka Kaitaama) and T'Pol nudges Trip I think through the bond and then Archer reveals it was fake and confronts them.

I forget everything that happened there but at some point in the conversation, T'Pol reveals about the Trellium D and Trip gets upset and she runs back to her quarters and pulls the wiring out of the wall and causes harm to herself. Trip rushes to her aid and when she wakes up in sickbay he apologizes to her and Archer implies he is willing to work something out (or something like that).

Has anyone ever read this and knows the title or where it is? Thanks in advance!