Competent!Jim and Mentally!Damaged Jim

[elleipsis.livejournal.com]

Okay, plucking up the courage to post after being a lurker for a while. I'm looking for any stories in these kind of areas:

1, Incredibly competent Captain Kirk. I love the stories where he doesn't sleep around with the crew, really works incredibly hard ( maybe too hard?), but I basically want stories where he is truly amazing and a brilliant commanding officer, either in daily life or on an away mission or something.
Even better if he surprises the crew with his depth of knowledge ( Kirk being all genius is one of my favourite things to read), and his competence, with his ability to command.

2, Jim with some kind of mental illness? Can be AU,something he has grown up with, set from his point of view as a kid as he struggles ( I read a really brilliant one where he had symptoms close to Bi-polar), or maybe his intelligence is actually a problem?
De-aging, damage, away mission gone wrong, anything is good, though I particularly love mental illness which he copes with, that no one notices until certain events, e.g PTSD.

If possible, I prefer Kirk/Bones, or Gen. Any rating is perfectly fine.

I hope I got this right, and I know these are pretty specific, but anything close would be great.
Thank you very much!

Comments

[illyrya.livejournal.com]

Hi could you link the almost bipolar Jim fic?
Thanks

[elleipsis.livejournal.com]

It could be taken as bipolar, but that is up to the reader, I would certainly say it leans to that end of the spectrum, with the highs and lows. There are warnings with regard to it acting as a trigger, just to warn.

Take me in (http://community.livejournal.com/st_xi_kink/7586.html?thread=19373986#t19373986.com/)

I hope you like it. Have you read the story where Jim has DID? That one is really good too.