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I have a request for two specific types of fic. I blame other fics and the fact that my mind can't let go.

1. First off, I was wondering if there were any fics out there were either Kirk or Spock has something permanently wrong with them, mentally or physically, and the other takes care of them. Maybe all they can bare to do is place them in a facility and see them occasionally, or perhaps they have given up their carer to take care of the other full time. I'm curious to see whats out there.

2. Second I'm wondering if, now bare with me here, are there any fics where Kirk is a hermaphrodite? I can't help but be curious. It's one of those things I can't help but be fascinated by even if there probably aren't very many written. Although, I would imagine there would have to be at least ONE out there. I would wonder what the psychological effects would be if any at all, after all this is the 23rd century but men are still men and I don't think they will ever completely lose there masculine pride. No offense to men out there. Also, I just think Spock would find it WAY to fascinating. After all the correct genetic sequence is how rare? And if medicine is advanced as I think it is it would be even rarer.

I want slash people.... feed my sick obsessions.

Both TOS and Reboot welcome.

Winona fic....

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Lost another fic...sigh....

This one was about Winona Kirk.  Jim had just been born, and she was back in Iowa (I think) and I remember that Pike came to interview her about the Kelvin incident so he could write his dissertation.  Pike was really young, and she was skeptical of him.  I don't remember much else, except it was heart-wrenching and wonderfully written; the unflinching quality of it seriously made me want to cry D:

Any help?